♥ 06112010 ♥

这几天哒我
都以药物陪伴着我
吃了它就睡
药力好可真强哒

为什么呢??
在这之前我也不晓得我倒底怎么了
就......
脚都出现红点
还蛮痒哒说
我还以为是被什么蚊虫叮上哒
但一天比一天多
就连我的手,身体部分也开始出现了这些红点
回到家之后
爸妈看到我这样
觉得不太对劲
就带了我到医院去
起初医生还说我有可能得了蚊症
哇!!!
真的把我给吓死了
我又没发高烧哒说
不过还是验血去
报告就得等到隔天才能知道
之后又打了支针
哎 >,<
我一向来最怕就是抽血打针哒
这下可两样都有我的份
OMG ............


第二天
一大 清早又往医院去了
等了等
终于轮到我啦
报告结果??
一切OKAY
就是敏感咯
比较严重哒一次
我和daddy也松了口气
不过医生看了我的情况好像越来越严重
又要把我打针去
哎哟哟!!!
没办法咯
这次不是打针这么简单哦
而是透过一个小管
抽了点我的血再注射两小瓶的药进去
在注射药进去的当儿
真的很痛咯
另只手还紧紧地抓住了我daddy的手
而护士医生都一直和我说
'' 别怕!别怕!要好了 ''
可不是那么说
又不是你们被注射
当然把话说得到轻松哒
注射完毕啦
喔!!!
马上让我有昏昏欲睡的状态了
好睏哦
回到家后就直接睡了下去
......
直到今天我的情况也好转啦
红点也开始逐渐减少了
不过药还是得吃完
>,<
我不要
我不要
我不要
............



next
03112010
about 4 months until this day
we never contact anymore
but this day finally u had on9 and find me back
i stuck at that moment
i even dont know what response i should be give for him
i think that izzit i saw a wrong message from a wrong ppl??
but is was true
okay fine then
we start to chat
he ask regard from me
same with me too
we chat in a peaceful situation
we din chat back about THAT sad topic in early
after awhile we getting into the topic
i ask him
'' why u want to leave me? ''
'' why u choose back her? '' '
' not u already promise me wont find back her anymore? ''
'' not u already promise me wont together back with her? ''
these question i ask him
i gave him time explain to me all the truth
after he finished off all the explanation
i just realize that i had misunderstand him for these few months??
i dont know whether i should continue to believe him or not
he tell me that he no find back her
he tell me that they never together back again
he tell me that he just move out and stay with his friends only
this was a trouble and problem made by the gal
she had said before
she wont let us pass in happiness if my ex not together with her back
a crazy gal she is?
i totally agree
he tell me that all just a misunderstanding
but he not dare to tell me this and even come and meet me
bcoz he know he had hurt me and make me sad deeply
he know the gal keep come and disturb me
and even come and scold me with some rude words
he dont want the gal keep hurt me like such way anymore
so he choose leaving me to avoid the gal keep disturb me again
he said that this is just the way he love me


a vent out from him before
he said that he also dunno what happened on him at that time
so that just will treat me like such way
either wise he never vent out to me when we had been together
i still remember that every happy moment we had been
but this was pass
all just can be a memory for us
we will appreciate it well


then
about all the post in fb u had posted
we will just though u doing a crazy and childish action at there only
what u posted also non of our business
u can choose continue it
but we dont care about that anymore


i know u treat him badly too
i want say that u are the people who NOT qualified to love him
not me at all.
......
again i know u hurt yourself since we break
why u want to do such thing???
u try to make yourself in a drunkenness state always
and locked yourself in room only
u know i feel heartache when hear u are in such situation??
i admit that i never put down u
i admit that i never forget about u too
bcoz i still not believe that u will treat me in such way
i know u love me
i know u treat me sincerely start from begining
so that i choose waiting u to give me a explanation
i get all the answer from u finally
but......
as we said that
all had pass
we are still friend in future
and u hope too i can find u at anytime
whether happy or sad
fine
i wish u too
i hope u wont hurt yourself again
promise me!!!




well
stop my post here
going for my lunch now







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