♥ last day ♥

31/12/2010
today is the last day for 2010

9.22pm
update my post right now here
2 hours more
1/1/2011 coming soon
hmmm
............
what should i say at here
however is happiness or sadness
all will be have an ending for each



2011
must happy always then
but healthy is oso one of the important thing
must keep for it too
yeahhh!!!!!!





for nd
thx for this few days u had accompany me
thx u always be with me too
especially for yesterday
even u feel tired
but u still waiting me & accompany me until i finish my assignment
warm & touch then
actually feel comfortable and happy while together with u
we always have a nice sharing for both of us
i din hv this feeling long time ago
since meet u up
happiness come back to me again
thx u a lot
anywhere
i hope u will happy always for the coming new year
all the bad & sad things will be deleted , disappear
i can sure that 2011 will bring u a lot of happiness
all your wish & dream will reaching too
God bless u
^^

有人说
在对哒时间遇到对哒人
我能吗??
当然我也希望能遇到那么一个对哒人
一个真正关心我哒人
一个真正疼爱我的人
一个真正在乎我哒人
一个真正在我需要他哒时候能够陪伴着我
不管开心还是不开心
一个真正能和我一起分享一切哒人
那个人会出现吗???
等待着
期待着
............

final exam coming soon then
not yet finish revise
i hope the question wont be so hard
i hope i can do it too
yes
i will try my best
i can






stop my post now
continue for my revision now
miss euu all







__babyumiko__

♥ 随意 ♥

2 random picture which was took at 19/12

^^

27/12/2010
about 9 days i din updated my blog here jor
woww
what i had done between this periods
ehhhh ~~~~
actually also nothing special happened
just a simple life that i had past
studying
homework
assignment
on9
movie
............






recently
few movie i had watch ohhhh
TRON
GUILIVER'S TRAVEL
NARNIA
VAMPIRE WARRIORS
okay okay only actually
not so really nice


next
xmas just past then
not really celebrate it too
b4 that just exhange some presents with my friends
love all my xmas presents yaa
thx u all
muackk


25th
going out v nd for whole day
actually our plan is go to Mid Valley
but there was too many ppl line up for movie
no idea lurrr
we change go to 1U
4.40pm
we buy the ticket for this time
while wating for the movie
we go for our lunch
den shope shop at there
after that we find a place and sit
nice sharing that we had share out
be a good listener for both of us
feel nice & happy while chat with nd
b4 that i never share out tat all my things with my friends too
just keep heart myself only
but then dunno why i can share out with him
feel comfortable after sharing out
anywhere
i happy had an outing with u yaa
thx u







lolxx
my final exam coming soon
exam again
>.< style="font-size:130%;">3/1/2011
Basic English2

5/1/2011
Biochemistry

6/1/2011
Introduction To Medical Laboratory Science

7/1/2011
Medical Laboratory Calculation

8/1/2011
Clinical Immunology

hope the question wont be so hard ohh
God bless me
yes,i can do it gehh
^^



tats all for my post today
miss u all






__babyumiko__

♥ 18122010 ♥

just simply take only!!!

woww
seem like long time i neglect my blog here
haha
just about one week din update my post lurr




what im busy recently???
okay fine
1st of all
my work
lolxx
really tired on this part time job
we nid to busy until late night just back then
>,<
in between we also enjoy the process
even it was really tired
one team of us work hard together
cooperation among all of us
this is the way we carry out
i still remember that few of us will rush go to lrt station while the time reaching
wakaka
chit-chat on the way went back home nice!!!
although we all just know each others in a short time
but we seem like a gang of old friends
happy that knw all of u
hope our friendship will be maintained until the end
gambateh together yaA



next
busy on my study too
still hv a lot of work not yet finish ahhhh
is many
T-T
my final exam is coming soon too
actually i quite worry for this final
bcoz the subject for this semester was tough enough
haizz
anywhere
i will try my best for it
wish me then





this whole week just repeat the same thing only
go for the class early morning
then continue my work until night
totally used up my energy
sick at this moment too
mayb im not sleep enough
just 3-4 hrs everyday for sleep only
hope everything will be okay





foo wah
wanna thx u & ur friend so muchh for ytrd ohh
my friend want me to say thx to u and ur friend again
thx u both that fetch them go to lrt station & fetch me home yaa
thx a lot
ma fan u both at late night timm






for someone
mayb we are not so suitable start a relationship at this moment
yaa
both of us also scare get hurt in love again
mayb we still nid to take time then
anywhere
thx u a lot too
accompany me while im unhappy
i appreciate all the things
we will accept all the things in one day







my bed time now
good nitezz all my babe friends ohhh








__babyumiko__

♥ 突如其来哒感觉 ♥

about 10 days i din update my blog already
abit busy recently
what im busy on???
study
work
unfinished assignment
............
this few days will more towards work things


for work then
i had going shoplot with my group members
even cant get any units
anywhere i quite enjoy the feeling & process
mayb i still new
mayb my plan not so practice
but i can learn something from it even my group partner
one thing i can sure that my problem was NOT CONFIDENT while talking plan to customer
however my partner help me a lot too
thx u
thx all my group members
enjoy while going shoplot with u all
for the continuous journey
we must gambateh together
LA FAMILIA
i love u




for my study
final exam coming soon too
even still hv few weeks
but time seem like past fast
cant catch the time then
not enuf time for me
syllabus getting harder & harder
i quite worry about my exam actually
anywhere i will try my best to cover all the things well
God bless me






爱情真的死了吗??
爱情是否真的需要以牺牲来代替一切呢??
爱情是否真的需要以生命来决定一切呢??
刚在面子书看到了位男生
Alviss Kong
就在昨天结束了他的人生
看了他的故事
的确让人感动
我也随着流了眼泪
他想对他的女友兌现 '' 爱至死 '' 的承诺
但是
这也是个自私的选择
选择了结束生命就能解决一切吗??
父母
朋友
亲人
甚至是他最爱的人才
他们会好过吗??
最难过的始终是他们
女友也会因此而内疚
或许爱情就是这样吧
爱情没有对与错
爱一个人没有错
为了你最爱的人牺牲也不能说是个错误的选择
有些时候只能选择面对



看了alviss kong的文章
录影
留言
还有朋友们给他的留言
其实有种突如其来的感觉
但就是说不出这感觉
让我想起了他
刚刚在面子书突然收到他的留言
我记得有一部分是这样哒
'' 我会记得你的爱
不会再爱
你要好好地保重
希望你捉到我想传达给你的讯息
这是我最后能和你聊的一天 ''
就这样你离线了
我连问你的机会也没了
什么意思呢??
你到底想转达什么讯息给我呢??
我真的捉拿不到
不要来一个又这样咯
我真的会被吓死哦



突然有种害怕的感觉
心里很不安哒说
希望一切都好
希望你们都能幸福
我只想说珍惜现在所拥有哒
珍惜眼前人
无论是你爱过的人还是爱你的人
我们都应该把握现在所拥有哒
因为我们都不能预测下一秒会发生什么事情
............







Terrence
my gor gor
i want to apologize to u here
SORRY
sorry that i think too much
sorry that i no ask u the truth and just get a final ending
sorry all the things to u
mayb bcoz of something make me think much too
but i want to say that if i not care at all
then i wont cry before
and even think while im lay on my bed
all is bcoz i care u this gor2
bcoz i care
u are my gor gor forever







strom babe
i know we have same problem
thats why hard to believe on love again
yaa
as u say
we must try out
u said that u will sek sek me
u said that im ur dear
we must cope all our problem together yaa
i believe we can do it well then
babe
we can go for it together
we must try promise to each other for the next
fine then

babe
i miss u







__babyumiko__

♥ 02122010 ♥

DECEMBER

is the last month for this year 2010
almost finish one year just like this way
so fast the time past
happy???
sad???
suffer???
tears???
all had been pass by me
but............
sad really more towards to me for this year
many things happened then




a happiness which belongs to me from started
all had been grabbed by someone
all had been spoilt by someone
all had gone then
continue
...........
many sad things come to me
many sad things keep follow me
what should i do
i just can pass it with my tears at that time
tears accompany me every night
after few moments then
i just can start cover all the things slowly
but even until now
i still cant put down everything too
but i will try my best
thx all my babe friends concern and yours accompany
especially my beloved babe,raychel
yuen yee
khei khei
yoyo
yukii
seven ting
foo wah
really thx to u all
always accompany me when im sad
always comfort me when im sad
always chat with me when im sad
another ppl that i want to thx too
winnie roo
even i cant continue called you as '' er jie ''
but then i still happy that u still concern me like before
thx again then
.........





okay
fine
hope all the sad things will be pass
xmas coming soon
i still think that i need to prepare what kind of present to all my babe friends
'' shang nao jin ''
^^
but then nvm
i will take time to go around for it





talk about today then
we had one experiment for biochemistry
quite nice ohh
enjoy the process too
2 ppl one group
but the others group is 3 ppl
me and my babe,raychel is the 1st group finish our experiment
hiak hiak
our efficiency was high mar
2 ppl work was faster than 3 ppl work
good good good
here have some picture that we took today

our lecturer was stood infront explained to others

results for 2 test tube

temperature for the boiling water bath

our test tube was deeped into the boiling water bath

one of our result

all the test tube results

me

my babe


azwin put the test tube into the boiling water bath

thats all then for our experiment






start from now
i just wish the happy things happen on me only
all the sad things plss go away from me
hope i can cope all the problem too

a new year coming soon too
2011
will be a good year
wish it then







stop here for today's post








__babyumiko__

♥ 把天空还给你 ♥

''把天空还给你 ''
其实这应该在之前就得发生了
即使我知道最后哒结局会是那样
我依然选择继续相信你
即使我知道我们已经不可能了
我依然选择等待奇迹
即使我知道你已经伤害了我
我依然选择相信你并没有这个意思,只是因为有苦衷还是什么哒
我是不是很傻呢
因为我真的爱过
因为我不再感情上玩游戏






朋友都会一直告诉我说
'' 你早就应该放弃他了 ,不要再想念他,因为他不值得你去爱 ''
即使朋友这样说了
我依然选择继续相信他
或许应该说我不敢去面对问题的所在吧
我已经搞不清楚自己想怎样
这问题一直让我困扰着也有一段时间了





'' 把天空还给你 ''
直到今天
或许我真的应该把所有属于你的天空都还给你了吧
在这段日子期间
我都一直看到了我最不想看到的东
听过了最不想要听到的一句
'' 对不起 ''
对不起就能代表一切吗
对不起就能弥补你对我的伤害吗
不可能
谎言依然是谎言
你一次又一次哒谎言我也已经受够了
你和她的快乐却换来了我的伤与痛
你明白吗
无论我怎样把它保留着
对我来说也已经没有意义了
因为你始终不再属于我
明明说看开了
放下了
让自己轻装上阵

但每一次都会不知不觉地想起你
想到了伤痛
再也没有那暖暖哒感觉
如此反复
就这样
泪又再次地落下
原来这种假装持续不了多久而已





是否失去记忆会让生活变得更容易呢
把照片删了又存
存了又删
我是真的傻了吗
或许我还是很在意我们之间
依然经常不经意地想起你
回忆与你有关哒点点滴滴
但我只是回忆
从现在开始我应该选择不再去挣扎
不再去给你增加负担





爱一个人你会记得和他在一起哒日子
深爱一个人
你会记得和他分开后哒日子
分手后不能做朋友
因为彼此伤害过
不能当敌人
因为彼此深爱过
如今我们变成了最熟悉哒陌生人
但我宁愿你不曾在我的世界出现过
至少伤痛能减到最低点
T________T



_______________________________




sick
im sick again then
mayb coz ytrd get rain during work
and not enuf sleep
tats why im getting in a sick condition again
abit on fever
flu
sore throat
raining again for today
is cold
sick
sick
sick
i dont want it
i hate it
plss go away from me as far as possible
>,<>

♥ l.o.v.e ♥

愛情 不是一個回憶 一個過程 一個結果.

愛情 需要雙方投入 互相包容 互相關心

愛情 說不出口 但卻可以用言語形容

愛情 開不了口 但卻能讓你後悔一生

愛情 有笑有淚 有苦有甜

愛情 酸甜苦辣 百般滋味

愛情 開始容易 分手痛苦

愛情 過程美麗 結局不然

愛情 需要放慢腳步

愛情 跑太快會跌倒

愛情 像是兩人三腳的遊戲

愛情 需要一點點默契配合

愛情 建立在雙方的心裡

愛情 不是生命的唯一 卻是生活的重心

愛情 超越時空年齡 沒有距離

愛情 讓兩顆心靠近 緊緊相依

愛情 讓你不顧一切

愛情 是個無厘頭的笑話

愛情 抓也抓不住

愛情 無法感覺它的存在

愛情 卻能清楚它的離開

愛情 只適合兩個人一起

愛情 無法完美 但總是讓人期待

愛情 是一種幸福

愛情 是一杯加牛奶的咖啡 甜甜蜜蜜

愛情 讓人無力

愛情 是需要被祝福的

愛情 需要彼此互相信任

愛情 不是比賽 沒有輸贏

愛情 分分秒秒都要認真去面對

愛情 要誠實面對 不要逃避

愛情 要學的太多 懂的卻太少

愛情 不能重來 不是遊戲

愛情 需要很多很多的學習






_______________________











给某些人哒话
别一直假装你很在乎我
关心我
介意我的悲伤
介意我的痛
甚至介意我的一切
我想说
你没有这个资格
你曾经做过什么也只有你自己知道而已
我不想三番四次地重复同样的话
无论我说什么
你给我的答案还是一样
'' 没有 ''
'' 不是你 ''
我只相信我看到哒一切
而我也不想再听你解释那么多
因为一切都已经没有意义了
过去哒始终还是过去了
怎样都改变不了那结局
你选择了伤害
这就是你的选择







给
你
你
你
............
我真的只能说
'' 对不起 ''
是我选择了放弃
是我选择了拒绝
对不起
现在的我暂时不想想关于那些事
想躲得伤害远远哒
想躲得伤痛远远哒
更不想再因为这些事而再次让自己流泪
真的够了
我很累哒说
一切都得结束











__babyumiko__

♥ 爱一个人 ♥

很多时候

过去是无从想念的

遗失了发黄的照片

遗失了曾经保存很久的东西

遗失了枯萎的记忆

伸出手却抓不到任何东西

也许

总有些东西会留在生命最深处

深深浅浅的痕迹

当心轻轻拂过

已不会感到疼痛

只有一份麻木

喝着咖啡

苦苦的滋味

快乐与忧伤

一切都已成为过去

依然能感受到的那份真实与感动

虚伪与悲伤

眼泪悄悄滴落在咖啡里

记得有人说过：

“当你的眼泪忍不住要流出来的时候

睁大眼睛

千万别眨眼

你会看到世界由清晰到模糊的全过程 ”

心

却在眼泪落下的那一刻变得清澈明晰

爱久了

成了一种习惯

痛久了

成了一道刻痕

恨久了

成了一种负担

没有了激情的爱情

从火热走向平淡

或许就是我们一直在追寻的一种永恒

虽然我们都不知道

这份平淡还是不是会那么让人心动

只是等待

无论时间是否冲淡了一切

心却在它原来的位置

以固执的方式

速度执着地跳着

一个人在你的一生中

遇见一个懂得用心爱你

或是遇见一个值得你用心去爱的人

是件很幸福的事

拥有的往往不是你最爱的

当然在你心中也不是最好的

因而也不会懂得珍惜

也许这个时候

等待比拥有更好

爱情

只是一瞬间的感觉

爱情不是奇遇

只是

当我们在奇遇中有了爱情

却早已注定了分离

适合走到最后的人

从一开始就是为了彼此而生存

爱情说难不难

说容易不容易

唯有恋爱

爱

最主要是看你怎么去对待它而已

平平淡淡的爱才是真

当你爱上一个人的时候

就不要去计较爱情的浪漫和多种爱情方式

因为每个人爱的方式都不同

贪心不知足只会失去难得的真爱

爱一个人要互相信任

爱一个人要互相理解

爱一个人要用心去包容

爱一个人要心胸宽阔

爱一个人要尊重对方的思想和主见

爱一个人要在他/她遇到问题的时候多支持他/她

而不是阻拦

爱一个人要把自己内心的脆弱和委屈都收藏起来

不要让他/她知道

爱一个人

太多太多的爱

或许有些人做不到吧

但重要的一点是爱要无私无悔

没有一丝的怨言

甘心地为他/她做任何事情

当你爱上的时候

就要让他/她幸福

只要他/她开心快乐

这才是最重要

__babyumiko__

♥ moving house✰mid term exam ♥

7.45pm right now
about 5 days i din come and update my blog
just can relax then
what i had done in these 5 days??
......


let me start from last thursday
mid term exam start from this day
Biochemistry sunject
half okay
half not okay also
>,<
continue on friday
Clinical Immunology
getting more worst
haizz
once get the exam paper
i really stuck for it
dont know want how to answer the question at all
especially for structure part
pass then





saturday
it was a day i moving into a new house with my coursemate
wei wei & her bf
karen
winnie
wai yip
wai yip's cousin
me
7 people of us in one house
early morning we start move in our things
cleaning is our 1st things need to do
woww
whole day we busy on
from morning until night
but then luckly my parent come and help me move in my things at evening time
haha
good
thx my parents ohh
love them much
after that
i go out for dinner with my parents,my sister,my aunt & my grandmum
a delicious dinner im took after whole day tired for






continue with my mid term exam again
Calculation of MLT on monday
this subject mar
still okay for me
then
Introduction to MLS
so many things have to memorize
but just half half
im not so hardworking memorize all the things too
haha
thats why this subject also half half for me only
now
just left one subjuct not yet exam then
Basic English2
mostly will taking this exam on next wednesday
still not comfirm the exam time yet
lolxx
anywhere this mid term exam will be end soon
finally i can relax
^^




a short post for today
will be updated for my next post







__babyumiko__

♥ 22個我等你、唯一一個我不等你 ♥

1

我等你

因为我忘不了

2

我等你

因为我喜欢上了你

3

我等你

因为我满脑子全是你

4

我等你

因为你让我心痛过

5

我等你

因为我舍不得放下你

6

我等你

因为你让我的生活充满了阳光

7

我等你

因为你是第一个我最想等的人

8

我等你

因为你需要时间去奋斗

9

我等你

因为我不想你为难

10

我等你

因为你的情绪可以左右我

11

我等你

因为我已经习惯了听你的话

12

我等你

因为我的心让我去等

13

我等你

因为我们有约定

14

我等你

因为我习惯了每晚在被窝里跟你聊天

15

我等你

因为我从不认为你在耍我

16

我等你

因为我从没把你跟坏人画等号

17

我等你

因为只有你值得我去爱

18

我等你

因为你不想伤害我

19

我等你

因为有我们的回忆

20

我等你

因为我很傻

21

我等你

因为我不想逃避我的心

22

我等你

因为我有等你的权利

23

我不等你

因为我发现你的心根本没有我了.................

而我也发现一切都变了

现在的你再也不是原来的你

我们也不可能再回到从前那样

剩下的只有残酷的回忆

__babyumiko__

♥ 放不下 ♥

最近哒我都不怎么开心
也超级emo哒说
突然觉得一个个都离我而去
没人再在乎我
没人再关心我
更没人注意我的存在
一个人
孤单
寂寞
害怕
哭泣
............




一个人
很迷惘
失去了方向
不知道该往哪去似好
想找个人陪
但依然找不到唯一的那一个
唯有到这里来
以文字来发泄
突然爱上了文字
或许只有文字才能代替我找回属于自己真正的情感吧
其实我也搞不清楚什么时候才是真正的自己了
在你们面前
是
我能嘻皮笑脸地和你们聊
甚至和你们一起闹
但是
当我一个人的时候
笑和开心不再浮现在我脸上了
剩下的都是眼泪





其实
你还想念着我吗
你还爱着我吗
我是否能再次投入你的怀抱吗
还是我真的得忘记所有的一切
但我真的做不到
你的离去
让我很痛苦很伤心
我也不知道该怎么去忘记你
我们曾经拥有过的幸福
一切的一切
都已经成了痛苦的回忆
这几天你又再次带我进入了痛苦的生活
晚上都是一个人在哭泣
我挣扎了很久
但始终还是逃不过那悲痛
我不知道是否还应该继续相信你吗
因为你一次又一次的谎言真的让我很失望
虽然有时候的你是因为害怕我受伤
所以选择隐瞒我
但我就是不喜欢这样的感觉
我宁愿你对我坦白
是否是伤害是另外一回事
但至少我知道你的所有
而现在
因为你做了某些事情
让我对你彻底地失望了
对你失去所有的信心
我再也不会相信你所说的话







爱得越深,伤得越深
爱得越深,痛苦就越大
伤过了
痛过了
而想要真正忘记一个你曾经深爱过的人又有几个
其实没几个
有的都是在欺骗自己罢了
一切都需要时间慢慢地淡忘
更学会了放弃
爱到痛了
痛到哭了
于是选择了放弃
放弃是一种无奈的绝望
痛彻心扉



其实
想要完全地忘记一个你曾经深爱过的人
那是不可能的
只有在欺骗自己而已
只是留住记忆中的交情
忘记过去的伤痛而已
因为最美丽的祝福是把一个人记住
最好的辛苦是想到一个人才会哭
最大的满足是你给予的在乎
爱受了些苦才会变得刻骨铭心
是吗??



其实
我一直都放不下你
更忘不了你
回忆
即使我再怎么想把它给删除
始终还是删除不了
因为它已经深深地留在我心里
放不下你
是因为我还爱着你
放不下你
是因为我还在乎你
放不下你
是因为
我真的还爱着你

如果我们不曾认识过
如果我们不曾深爱过彼此
如果我们不再遇上
或许这结局将会不一样
而我也不必那么痛苦
你的离去带给我许多伤和痛
一次又一次的伤
真的够了
我也累了

对你
我只有说 '' 对不起 ''
除了这三个字
我真的不知道我还能对你说些什么
一而再再而三地拒绝你
真的对不起
请你原谅
因为我真的累了
我知道你对我的好
但......
感情的事
我暂时不想介入
现在的我只想让自己休息下来

__babyumiko__

♥ just a moment ♥

This post suppose to be posted on ytrd
But then I feel not so well and just save it in draft only
A post that I taip at 3.44am
Huh??
Why so late already I not yet sleep then
Cant fall in sleep
Even not feeling well
I keep bear for it
Just finish chat with someone too
……





As my title mentioned
JUST A MOMENT
A happy and peaceful time just in that moment only
It was pass
Should said it was end then
I hope so time can be stopped at that moment
I miss the moment



The moment
When Im in unhappy state
When im in moody condition
When I feel helpness
Once my post on FB
Someone appear immediately too
A “ what happen “
Make me feel spirit suddenly
My mood getting change better after that
Hmm
U keep comfort me
Even I din talk so much
Just stare on it what u tell me
And u just accompany me until the end



Actually
I know u were unhappy too
But u din showed out and even said out
And just keep comfort & accompany me
Even until im off9
U just follow to off it only
……



“ yumiko: why all ppl hv problem just come to find me,ngth den just throw me aside
kent: no yaa,I come on9 and help u
yumiko: why u will on9 suddenly ?
kent: I just on9 see what happened on u only lorr
yumiko: u din on ur hp?so hard to find u then ”
a msg from u
happy ohh
^^
kent: get it?i just on today for u only
yumiko: hmm,okay
kent: den can delete the group(babe dear) on msn that u create?
yumiko: if u want to delete it,I oso cant do anything yaa
kent: no yaa,I din say I want to delete it…if want delete,early I already delete it…not now just only asking u
yumiko: then if I say dun wan delete?
kent: okay okay,then dun want delete lorr…we just put it like that
yumiko: okay ”
(some parts of our chatting)





All the things u just leave for me
U said that on9 just bcoz of me
Thx u accompany me whole nite for ytrd
My mood getting better along the time u accompany me
But I dunno this moment will be going on in future again onot
I really miss this moment badly



For today
10112010
In a moody state too
Feeling tired
I dunno what can I do
I feel helpness at all
Miss u badly right now
Again my tears flow out
I text u then
Accompany from u tonite
I feel calm & warm while chatting with u
The feeling that u accompany me was really nice
And let me feel that u are still be with me at this moment
A secure feeling was out suddenly
Im getting calm & calm
And u just try keep comfort me to let me stop from crying
Again with u tonite





Actually
We still have heart between each other
We still love each other too
But……
bcoz u don’t want to hurt me again
u don’t even want to let me cry always again
u don’t want to let someone keep hurt & disturb me
So that u scare back to the time before
And make a choice to suffer yourself
U know it??
This is suffer for me too
About 4 months pass
I never put down u since we were break
I keep recall back the moment that we together
I even will cry alone every night at here too
But……
I keep ask myself to stop these all
Bcoz it was pass
And u not will back to my side again
Bcoz of someone we cant be together
Bcoz of someone we need to give up each other
Bcoz of someone we need to separate
Say truly
I really cant pass myself
It was hard for me to put down everything in a short time
Mayb need time then
1 day?
10 days?
100 days?
1 year?
2 years?
…………
I don’t know at all
Mayb one of my babe friend are right
“ This is the test for us from GOD ”








We off9 together then
Before going sleep
U tell me that long time din called me babe as well
kent :“ good nite babe ”
sweet & warm then when I heard u say this to me




again i want to say
babe,i miss u much

If we never know each other before
If we not fall in love to each other
If we never meet again
We will not be so suffer now

__babyumiko__