♥ 31072010 ♥

with my cute babe

with my babe raychel

we both again ^^

just only me





27/02/2010
me,raychel,pipi,yaty and azwin date today for doing our model
we going to meet at MCD at THE MALL
but yaty going back her hometown den fail to attend our discussion
okay fine
den just left me,raychel,pipi,azwin
me and babe going to take some photo together while waiting them
as i show at above
but just few photo we both are taking
nvm
we will take it many many next time yaa
lolxxx
time pass and pass
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me and raychel waiting them both for such a long time
finally they both still fail to coming too
haizz
then cancel our discussion today
postpon to next monday












next
im going to talk about me and my bii
i feel so sad at all today
din sleep for whole nite until now
crying whole day too for today
even crying now while taip this post
we going to date ytrd
and he also promise me early before will accompany me on fri,sat and sun
bt whole nite i waiting him ytrd
yaA
i knw he was reli busy for his work ytrd
and he promise me too will call and acc me after he manage finish his work
but
nope such thing happened
no even one call
no even one message
no inform me at all
then i waiting here alone whole nite
i crying here alone at here





today
i call u
but u dint accept my call for few times
fine
i knw u still busy
about 9 am++ i calling u
huh????
such the way u talk to me?
suddenly talk fiercely to me
izzit im offend u??
u never talk like that way to me b4
but today was the first time u talk that way to me
what was going on??
what had happened actually??
i also wanna knw the reason
i really get shock at all
stuck tat that moment
then im crying and fall sleep
after few minute i awake again
coz i reli cant sleep at all
2pm++
i calling u again
i wanna ask why u can talk in that way to me
but u seem like rushing something
like not so muchh time talk to me too
u just telling me u hv work today too
okay
i cant say anything
then i just simply ask u whether u still will accompany me today and tml
u tell me today sure will accompany me but will be late
coz u ad date other ppl
huh!!!
my mood straight going down after u telling me this all
my tears straight flowing out too

u can choose remember date other ppl
and 4get u had promise me will accompany me
u still remember what u had promise me???
u can just simply let me waiting u here without any inform
izzit u had think about my feeling??
izzit im still ur babe lao po??
izzit ur heart still hv me??
i really think many for today
i realize that something had change
but i not sure what is that
but one thing i can confirm
u really not like previous who i knw
suddenly a strange feeling coming out towars u
i dunno what im going to do now
i just knw im crying whole day
and just eating one bread only for today





im really tired and suffer at all
i really din hv so much of energy anymore
i feel like faint down
vomit just now too
it was really suffer
but u never knw about it
i need ur accompany
i need u be my side
i need u while im sad
i need u while im crying
i need u
i need u
but it will not happen

i hate the feeling of waiting at all
it was really tired on this feeling
but u always treat me like that way
i choose keep quiet
coz i really love you
coz i really treat our relationship seriously
i really dont want to get hurt anymore
i really cant bear for it anymore
just hope u still remember what u had promise me

im really TIRED and TIRED





__babyumiko__

♥ 20072010 ♥

a new pic taking by me again
many people say this pic not really me ohhh
but then it was ME lorr



1.55am right now
lolxx >,<>
why im not yet sleep
coz im miss my babe bii
coz he is not beside me
same condition v my bii too
cant sleep without one of us not beside each other
then we both just choose chating to pass the time
one thing my bii tole me that
he said
the most important is we both can happy together
others thing just let it be
hmm
happy that when i hear all about things



back again lonely life without my bii,my daddy,my mummy
once enter this rental room jz now
face the wall
lonely feeling comes toward me
i hate such feeling at all
but coz i need to study at here
no idea
i need to face it too
just can pass my study life like this way




then
one thing happen ytrd
my bii told me that his ex find back him
lolxxx
such a big surprise for me
im stuck at that moment
im get shock at that moment
im almost wanna cry out at that moment too
but then i bear for it finally
just keep quiet only when my bii tole me about this
coz i reli dunno how to answer him
even my bii told me that he will not choose back again his ex
but actually i still worry about it
hope this thing not will appear again
and stop start form this moment






okay
my bii din reply my msg anymore
mayb he fall sleep ad
im going sleep now
nitezz all
miss my bii too
muackk





__babyumiko__

♥ 13072010 ♥

hmm
just wake up from nap
it was really tired recently
cant sleep well for this few days
whats wrong with me again
..............................
i want to say that
im moving out from that old rental room already
yeahhh
move out to another rental room
more freedom i having now
i can do my thing without any control
my owner here now also better than there before
actually i have nothing to worry now
settle my accommodation problem already
haha



next
i need to work hard for my study
busy life started from now on
busy about my tutorial
busy about my assignment
busy about my quiz
busy about my mid term exam
busy about my final exam
lolxxxso many things need to do
final exam also coming soon
just left about one more month
then i need to be going for a war
omggggo back to exam war again
terrible exam coming
cham lurR me
many thins need to study
many things need to remember
my brain going stuck soon
haha




continue then
talking about today
actually we had quiz for general biology today
then we all have abit like going crazy
haha
and we all just simply touch and go for it
so sure will scare about the quiz
really no mood to study ytrd
but then our lecturer cancel the quiz
and postpon to thursday
waA
i dun wan lehhh
why dun want today just finish it
haizzz
somemore friday going for anatomy and physiology's quiz
a lot of things need to study and remember for this subject
++++++++
tutorial not yet finish
experiment report not yet finish too
@-@
im lazy doing these all
can i lazy for a while??
sometime think that i had been choosing wrong course
i really scare and worry for the continues days
i cant imagine that what will happen for the next
wish i can cope these all well
and fight for it
hiak hiak
GAMBATEH
then
cancel quiz today
what we going to do?
chiakk
we going to lab and doing experiment1 for general biology
we are going to examine plant & human cells under a microscope
and find & identify different cell parts
the pictures below are the results that we take


the result of plant cells that we get:

after zoom in









now
me and my babe lao gong
hee^^
our relation going better and better
yeahh
happy about this
sad
crying
moody
these all going less recently
mayb something happened
then make both of us had been changed
but then change about what??
hmm
such as >>
we more understand each other
we more understand what is suppose to do for you & me
i want to say that my bii had changed compare with before
i dunno how to explain at here
but then i can feel that he had changed bcoz of me
i know he very care about me
care about our relation muchh too
and support me in evething
accompany me when i need him
he always help me settle my problem
what he done also coz of me
he was the only guy that treat seriously in our relation
and we know that we cant lost each other
also bcoz we love each other too
we had been a call ytrd nite
we said out all the things
den my bii say that
he very confident on him and even me
more confident to our relation
we want be together forever
can we do it??
yaA
we can do it
babe lao gong
i love u so muchh
muackkkk

we are going to meet on this friday ohh
hee
happy
fri,sat & sun
my babe lao gong accompany me for these three days
friday come faster ohh
i miss my bii ad
^^






__babyumiko__

♥ 07072010 ♥

yeahh

back to my blog here again
this post mayb will be a long post

recently keep and even lock myself in a emo state
why???
i dunno what happen on me
mayb my bii not around me
mayb feel stress on my study
mayb i miss something
especially miss my daddy
especially miss my mummy
especially miss my sis & bro[we all always 3pat and chit chat together]
especially my home
especially my bed
especially my lovely pooh toololxxx
miss about that all
so many thing i miss ohh!!!
but then all back to study life again
just a different now is in college life
so miss my form6 and secondary life
we all can gather together
we all can chat together
we all can play together
we all can hang out together
we all can go for movie together
we all can together and together
......so miss my previous study life
so miss all my friends

some of my secondary & form6 friend's:
lim ling
sin yee
bee yen
pei san
pei kee
swee ping
hui hui
apple
hui bee
sur yong
orange
pei yee
bong teah
siew khoon
ying min
ying ying
chun how
leong jiang
geng jie
kok wei
kian fat
kian ming
wee chong
jing lin
jie sin
kay chee
yeen cheng
xiao shih
wei wei
chee han
jin err
xiao yan
choon may
eng keong
and
..................
actually still have many others
i cant list down at here
some are continue their study
but then far
some are going for the job
anywherewish euu all yaa
keep contact with each other
miss euu all much here








talked back about my college life now
yup
having class everyday
wake up early morning everyday too
so tired nerhh
tutorial
assignment
mid term exam coming soon
then final exam will be going on early of september
lolxxxx
feel abit stress now
hope i can cover it all
then my classmate??
haha
a cute class
a nice class
all can 3pat together
all can play together too
especially
my babe raychel
pipie
azwin
yaty
we five always together
eat together
discussing together
even doing a model structure
we 5 oso grouped in together
wakaka
niceeee
hmm
hope we all can enjoy the study life now until graduated










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calculate it
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24 days i had been with my bii
in between
we had pass happy,sad and crying days
wat happen we both
as my babe said
mayb we lack of communication
coz we both are in sick state
sick keep come attack on us
haizzzz
all go away as fast as possible
dun come again from now on
going better now
coz sick we seldom contact each other
coz he busy on his work
we seldom contact each other too
sometime just chat awhile at FB inbox & chat box
next
my willfullness
my thinking
not understanding from me
i admit these all
but my bii still din say anything
he still always giving consession on me
i feel that im so bad now
my bii are right
i not understanding about him
but then why i will like this?
coz u din tell me everything
coz u din let me knw
then what can i do
i will just guess and waiting here
yaaa
even u telling me all the things
i oso cant help u in certain matter
but at least u need let me knw too yaa
im ur gf now
even cant help u
at least can giving u support
at least u are unhappy,we can share it together
not just u bear it alone at there
u knw??
when i knw u crying at that moment
i will be distressed too
i will follow u cry too
why??
coz i will blame myself
why im not bside u when u are not happy
why i cant even giving u support when u facing problem
i dont want u just bear all the things urself
i dont want u just crying urself
i dont want u just sad urself
i dont want u just facing all the problems urself
then why i will think muchh here
coz i scare i will lost u
coz i lack confident on our relationship
coz i scare i really scare about it
all coz i love euu bii

we both almost in argue state recently
mayb emo & bad mood disturb us
i knw u had something happen ad
when u telling me about that
im really stuck awhile at that moment
i dunno how to giving response to u
blame myself again
crying again
@-@

bii
we just share out all the things from now on
we just say out all the things from now on
okay???


i want to say to my bii at here
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
....................
sorry to my bii
hope u can forgive me
hope these all unhappy things will be pass soon
hope these all not will influence our relationship too
happy moment waiting us for the continuous days



bii
i love euu
i miss euu








__babyumiko__