♥ 28092010 ♥

my 2nd post for today
'' 28092010 ''
yesterday
it was my birthday


birthday for this year
actually im not happy at all then
many things come towards me suddenly


before im taking my final exam
THAT matter start keep disturb me
'' THEM ''
disturb my mood for study
disturb my mind
im getting confused at all at that moment
it was bad then
i dont know what can i do
im sad badly at that moment
cry alone every nite
even sometimes for now
what happened on me???
many ppl told me that just forget all the past
but say truely
not so easy can put down everything
still need time for me
im not sure i can do it or not
but i will try my best
im hope too this all suffer and hardness can pass soon
happy moment just left for me




talked back about my birthday
i want to thx all my dear friends
my close friends
my FB friends
either sending me by sms or from FB
few hundred of wish i get start from 27/9/2010 nite till yesterday
i feel warm when received wish from u all guys then
i want to thx especially to:
terrence ( a sek sek me de gor2 woww)
foo wah
thx ur present yaa
i like it much
thx ur both much much & much again
thx ur both yesterday too


one more i want to say thx to her
my babe raychel ohh
thx ur present too
i like it



took few picture while waiting lecturer coming

hee^^
my babe help me do this

'' corak '' on my hand
nice right??
wakaka^^

this is my babe one
look more nice than mine

anywhere
thx babe u a lot yaa
muackkk




skip
i realize that many my friends face the same problem
what it is??
have some problem with their bf
not so happy between each other
what happen yaa??
guys yaa guys
u all should appreciate what u all have right now
appreciate the moment u both together
appreciate ur both relationship
dun simply say out '' break '' this word
it was really hurt for our girl
hope all the couples can be together until forever
wish u all

next
this also make me confuse,blur at all
my ex had find back me recently
what he want??
yup
he want together back with me
he said that he still love me then
lolxx
u say izzit this is possible??
NOT AT ALL
u are hurt me previously
why i should give u chance again??
during the time i keep holding back our love
what u had tell me??
u never bother me at all
u just simply ignored me last time
and let me cry alone here
quite a long time i try to put down all the things between u and me
i dont want go back anymore
dun keep come and disturb me right now
either wise we cant be friend anymore
i just need a peaceful life
i just want to be alone at this moment
i dont want to get hurt anymore
it was hurt badly
hope u can understand
wish u can find a better gal than me
im wishing u sincerely
......

again
again im crying just now
im really cant control my tears at all
once i think back all the things
once i miss back all the things
my tears will come out automatically
what happen on me??
T-T
cheer up plss

END
ends up all the things
hope this all can pass soon

__babyumiko__

♥ Genting @ KJ AOI ♥

blogging time again
is a rainy day right now
keep on raining recently
im getting sick too
but still okay for me
not so serious
flu
fever
............





as u all see my post title above
'' GENTING @ KJ AOI ''
what i had mentioned in my last post
post some picture that we all take at Genting
yaa
was a nice experience at there
1st time i had been an outgoing in such a big gang of ppl
1st time also i had a celebration of mooncake festival with so many ppl
it was nice & great then
happy happy



okay
let me post some picture at here

five of us be arranged at the same room
hee^^

we take this picture in the lift then
haha^^

lucas , me , yuen yee , hong nien

taking with Aoron (La Familia group leader)
what im looking for??
wakaka
look at yuen yee then

again with Aoron
this is more nice mar
all look at the camera

a gang of girl taking together during the half journey of procession

me , yuen yee , hong nien

me and yuen yee
this picture was taking by yuen yee photographer
hiak hiak ^^

so many ppl right??

La Familia gang's lantern

nice view then

La Familia
we are taking picture together ohh

again our gang
happy yaa




hmm
these are some of picture that we took at Genting
the others just go for my FB
hope we still have such outgoing again for the continuous days
happy that can know u all too

NICE & GREAT








__babyumiko__

♥ mid-autumn festival ♥

blogging time for me now
1st of all i wanna say '' happy mid-autumn festival ''
even just past for it
mid-autumn festival for this year
i din eat any mooncake also
haha
why??
coz once i see it then feel full ad
^^
actually just the package attract we all to buy it only
the flavour and type almost same every year



1.08am right now im taip this post
what im doing for this two days??
yeahh
i join the activity with my eTiQa friends at genting
such a big gang for this time out going
coz annual dinner was held at there too
once finish the dinner
den we gather at the lobby at 12.15am
lantern and candle was gave by them
we light up once we get it
oki then we heading for procession
wowww
nice
i never celebrate mid-autumn festival with so many ppl ohh
we stop at somewhere and look for the scenery at there
in between
we have one of our friend play the guitar
hmm
really nice then
sing along too with the guitar played by him
continued
......
we have a small sharing once finish the procession
free activity after that
but me and yuan yee choose back room for rest
actually cant sleep at all too
just let eye to rest awhile lorr



quite many picture we had take at genting
but i still waiting them upload at FB yaa
i din feel i take any nice picture for ytrd
coz din sleep well recently
picture had been take also not nice
ugly me then
anywhere
still waiting their uploaded


a short post for today
i will continue my next post then
tired & sleepy
good nite to everyone





__babyumiko__

♥ eTiQa ♥

blogging again
u guys guess what is the time right now
yupp
3.40am
why i still not yet sleep
hmmmm
moody
cant sleep
boring
the main reason is coz im keep coughing
make me hard to sleep
then come for my next post
......





hear song at this moment too while im taip this post
actually i want to post up this article early before
but im lazy and something happened too
so that postpon until now yaA






'' eTiQa Takaful ''
i start to join eTiQa life
is one of my part time job too
but now still in the training stage
even i just start join them
but then give me a nice feeling
friendly friends at there
comfortable environment at there
NICE lorrr
except go for earn more money
besides can learn many things too
some valuable knowledge which din learn before

next
talked back in chinese then


07092010
这是我第一天加入eTiQa
嗯
刚到的时候还蛮生疏哒
有点怕怕哒说
毕竟还没认识到其他朋友嘛
除了我的officer啦
可是他还到嘛
那也没办法咯
就自己先上去咯
然后就看到有一位朋友也是刚加入这哒
在等待的当儿
我们也聊了下
随着时间慢慢地过去
其他朋友也一个接一个来啦
我们也随后跟着到那聚集哒地方去
哦哦哦
好多人哒说
原来那么多年轻朋友都加入喔
有些还念着书
就和我一样啦
有些则是刚毕业哒
不过大家的年龄都不怎么有差距
因为都差不多的嘛
哈 ~~~

首先是有个morning briefing
原来了解自己很重要哦
你们都了解自己吗??
了解自己是不要让自己变得更糊涂
还有呢
梦想对我们而言也占据了非常大哒重要性哦
来到了这里
eTiQa Kelana Jaya
我们必须学会吸三口气
第一 : 感恩
第二 : 平静
第三 : 勇敢
还有最重要的一点就是谦虚
只要我们都抱着 '' 勤学 '' '' 勤做 '' '' 勤耕 '' 哒态度
相信我们都能做到最好

接下来就是分组丫
而我呢就被分到这一组
'' LA FAMILIA ''
就像是个大家庭似哒
大家不分彼此
互相学习
互相帮忙
最重要是我们都必须拿出那份心来
这样大家都可以相处得很愉快
象征哒颜色 : 红色
然后呢
大家也一起去吃午餐啦
一大群哒
好久没这样哒感觉了
我喜欢
吃完我们又聚集在那同样的地方咯
影片播放
又再次地聚集在一起观赏那影片哦
不错嘛
而我的 1st part training也在今天开始了咯
至于晚上发生哒事我就不说了
也不想提
总之就是害怕+恐惧就在那时候
SKIP THEN



080910
第二天的morning briefing
而今天又说些什么呢??
就是丫
老样子
'' 吸三口气 ''
'' 了解自己 ''

'' 无论做什么都要有自信 ''
'' 相信自己 ''
'' 积极哒思考 ''
老板说了句
'' 人尊贵因为有选择权 ''




其实呢
在这里真的可以学到很多东西
就如他们所说的
只要谦虚
而我们都拿出那份心
哪怕是再大哒事情
我们都能解决都能实现
刚加入的朋友们
我们就一起来加油吧
一起学习
一起努力地工作
当然少不了senior的教导
所以大家都一起加油吧
yeahh,we can do it
gambateh



2 days left then back to study life
anywhere
i will try arrange my time to attend for morning briefing
happy that join in ETIQA LIFE
i love it


okay
im going to bed now
nitezzz all







__babyumiko__

♥ 0916 ♥

yeah
blogging now
6/9/ ~ 16/9
10 days i din updated my blog ad
even locked my blog as private state
haizzzz
long story
skip it
open back my blog now
......




what im done during this holiday??
i also dunno woww
lolxxx
such a boring life during this holiday
about 2 weeks holiday after final exam
3 days left then back to study life again
should be happy or sad nerhh
while im in holiday
i will complain about it
'' why this holiday so boring ''
while im in study life
i will complain about this
'' why have class everyday ''
'' why have so many homework & assignment ''
'' why keep having test ''
haiyoyo
whats wrong with me


for this whole week
i cant go out
i cant go anywhere too
what had happened??
im getting sick
flu
fever
sore throat
cough
......
fever keep up & down
++++++
my leg get sprain
thats why i cant go anywhere
even walk also feel pain
so unluck for me
but luckly not so serious
getting better day by day






next
my time table come out already
T-T
going back busy life again soon
this semester will be more heavy than last semester
bcoz subject had added
even getting tough also in the level




MY TIME TABLE

MONDAY
Biochemistry ( 12pm~2pm )


TUESDAY
Clinical Immunology ( 10am-12pm )
Medical Laboratory Calculation ( 2pm~4pm )
Basic English II ( 6.15pm~8.15pm )


WEDNESDAY
Clinical Immunology ( 12pm~2pm )


THURSDAY
Biochemistry ( 10am~12pm )


FRIDAY
Medical Laboratory Calculation ( 8.30am~10am )


one more subject not yet come out with time
Introduction to Medical Laboratory Science



thats all for my time table
lecturer almost same like last semester
haiyoyo
our clinical immunology cham le lorr
again homework will make us crazy




a simple updated for this post






__babyumiko__

♥ DONT KNOW ♥

again i use this picture for this post
i dunno how many times this picture i had been used
bcoz i need it
i keep ask myself DUN CRY
i keep try control my tears
but
the answer is CANT
i cant even control it
coz im a ppl who easy to cry






whatever i said now
whatever i tell u now
u also not will care more what i had been said about
i really dunno what happen on u
i just know since u tell me that she find back u
im in trepidation condition start from that moment
i feel worried at all
even u tell me that u WONT be back with her anymore
but also coz of her
the problem keep exit
it was NOT settle at all
yaa
u find back me after two weeks
we also thought that everything will be end
and continuous our happy life
but this matter were not so simple that we think
we even dunno what the next step she will do
until this few days
again she come and disturb me
i really dunno what she want
what else i can do at this moment
I REALLY DONT KNOW
which one just is the TRUE??
............
lost my mind
out of idea at all






no matter what i said now
u also not will care again
coz u just will keep said that im thinking too muchh here
and even act like just nothing at all
din hv any call from u
din hv any reply from u
din hv any comfort from u
nothing i get from u after that
izzit u really need do like this
izzit im NOT important to u anymore






lost my mind now
u can just simply let this problem go through
but i CANT
NOT I THINK MORE HERE
but this is true
after this problem appear
u really just let me get disturb from her continuously
again and again
when im telling u
u just will know bad temper on me
u are NOT only NO comfort me
and still said out some words to hurt me
izzit this is what i wish to be happened
NOT
im the victim in this case
but just only me face the problem
even just i suffer alone here
crying alone here
AND U
just like push all the false towards me
im also dunno how to do
den try to find u discuss and slove it
izzit is my fault too??
no comment









85 days we had been together
but a happy time just in a short moment only
problem keep coming
however the problem still exist
how long these all matters just can be END
how long this problem just can be solved
how long i still need disturb by her
WHAT HAPPEN NOW
why suddenly all the things just come towards me
i lost all my confident at all
very suffer for me within this period since the matter happened
even lost myself
why till become in such condition





many friends telling me that
i should give up in this relation
they will said that
'' why ur bf just act nothing at all ''
'' why ur bf can treat u like this ''
'' why he can treat a ppl that he love like such way ''
'' izzit he really love u ''
'' izzit u still important to him ''
'' u both should face and solve together ''
.
.
.
.
.
.
many they had reply me for such condition
replies i get more is
'' u should give up and end this relation ''
'' not worthy for u do so much to him ''
but i still choose persist for it
bcoz i still choose believe on you
bcoz i too care about u
the reason is

'' I LOVE YOU MUCHH ''





im wish to get more concern from u
im wish to get more care from u
im wish to know u more
i wish u can accompany me more
im wish u can share all the things with me
im wish we can face and solve together when the problem coming on
............






im looking forward the life before when we are together
i still remember that what u had promise me
i still remember that what u had told me
i still remember that the time u accompany me everyday
even just through on9 or hp
but i still satisfy about it
it prove that u still will care about me
u still have heart on me
BUT NOW
WHAT HAPPEN NOW
u just like change to other person
a person that i never know






im very not happy at all at this moment
im really sad now
im crying now too

BUT I STILL FEEL COMFORT OF IT BCOZ THE SUPPORT FROM UR FAMILY
THX U ALL
LOVE U ALL








__babyumiko__

♥ lonely day ♥

Hmm

One week had passed

My final exam oso passed at noon jz now

Many things happened in between too

Now??

Then nothing to do then

Just blogging lorr

But this is a post just only I can see

Just only I can read

So chamm izzit

Post a new blog

But cant let others people to view it

Why???

coz of one crazy ppl

lets talked back my life within this week

actually I had back home on 26/9 after settle my ptptn things

den until today 5/9 I just come back kl again for my final exam

why so early back home lehhh

hiak hiak

SURE

Coz our lecturer finished up our 1^st semester ‘s syllabus already

So that we just can back home early

And prepare for my final exam

But DID I???

Haha

One week just passed like that

1^st semester just passed like that

WOwwW

Time passed so fast yaA

Within this week

I was passed my life just in normal

Sleep

Eat

On9

Watch tv

Chit-chat v my funny sis

Chit-chat v my parent

Whatever topic we chat & discuss

Then

What else???

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

I had even passed my life with these all

Sadness

In a bad mood

Unhappy state

Crying

Everyday passed with my tears at nite

Get keep disturb from someone

Plsss

I din offend u at all

Can stop ur childish action

Tats y till I need to lock my blog in private state

scare to on my MSN

even scare to approve ppl at FB

coz I dunno who im approve for

I scare to get again disturbance like this

A disturbance from tat ppl make my life getting trouble at all

Messy up my life

What u do this for??

Any benefit u get after doing this all??

I really not understand what u r thinking now

A happiness cant be just get in such way

A happiness cant be just force in such way too

Ur appearance really disturb my life at all

Before that everything are fine

But now???

I even dunno what im waiting for

What im doing now

Who I suppose to believe

Which I suppose to hear

U just keep sow dissension between us only

Dun keep said that im 3^rd person between urs

Izzit really like this??

U should know it

U should know what is real situation now

Not just keep said im how & HOW

Im not scare about u

I just dun want argue v u such a brainless ppl

Waste my time

Waste my energy

Better I save up these all energy to doing others benefit things

So PLSSSS STOP enough

However u want to say

Whatever u want to think about me

Im nothing comment at all now

U dun too over then

My patience oso hv a limit

Skip this

Actually our problem izzit had been settle???

I oso dunno

Is an UNKNOW ANSWER for me now

We had already 2 months din meet up

Im try to free my time always

and hope can more time to accompany u

but again and again u let me disappointed

yaa

I know u are not happy recently

I know also u are in bad mood too

Im just dunno what happened on u

I dunno how to comfort u

Coz if I ask more

U will just bad temper on me at this moment

U knw that u never bad temper on me since we had been together

However u are not happy

However u are in a bad mood state

U also will tell me everything

And talk softly with me

Not just like now

If I ask again or even more than that

Then u will be impatient on me already

I dunno when such the condition happened on you

Just like something make u change to other person

Not that babe lao gong I know early

What happen??

Why??

Can u tell me this all??

Im ur babe lao po

Izzit I cant know all about ur thing??

Yaa

Mayb u are right

Even u said out I oso cant help u in anything

But at least I know what happen on u

At least I can share all the unhappy with u

NOT just after u bad temper on me

Then only I guess at here

This is not a better way we communicate

We should share out everything between us

Whatever happy

Unhappy

Sadness

Or any problem we faced

Izzit so hard for u to do like this??

I had go her fb and see that all comments

I know u keep telling me that dun believe whatever she had post

But then as a gal

This is the feeling I get

This is the answer I can tell u

I dunno which one just true

But if that’s all was true

Then u really had done so much for her

How bout me??

U had even think my feeling sometime

NOT im want to think much

An uncontrol mind and thinking just keep come out from my mind

What can I do

Again and again I waiting for u

Again and again I cry bcoz of u

Again and again I feel disappointed on u

Again and again I choose to believe u

Again and again im sad bcoz of our problem

Again and again im sad bcoz of u

Again and again

…………

How many AGAIN u want me to do it??

Finish off my final exam today

Im think that want to accompany u

But then what attitude u give me then

Even finish my final exam

But I not even feel happy and relax at all

Haizzz

Still in a bad mood state right now

Even my tears also out while im taipING this post

SAD at all at this moment

Just enough for today posting

Going sleep then

Whole week din sleep well already

Bb

__babyumiko__