♥ 0627 ♥

yup
two love picture here
one small one big
hope this two love not will separate each other
it can be imagine that heart of my bii and me
hope we not will separate for each other too
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same life tat i had been passed recently
enjoy my college life
enjoy with my classmate
is nothing special happened







talked back about me and my bii
my bii already sick for one whole week
yaa
i admit that im really angry about him
coz he can not bother me for one whole week too
no any msg reply
no any call from him
even im calling him
he oso din pick up my call
im also keep stare on my hp
but it was silent
feel disappointed about it
i knw my bii was getting sick
i knw
i knw
but im angry him can just without inform me anything
whether he is okay or not
his sick condition
serious or not
but i dunno at all
sure i will worry here
whr hv gf can not about their bf at all when they are sick
if yaa den i nothing to say
no comment too
the days without my bii accompany
the days without any chat at fb
the days without any 'lao po' called
it was really uncomfortable for me
i feel not happy too
dunno why








26/6-27/6
for this two days
my bii seem like recover and okay
den come find me and accompany me
hmm
it seem like happy
but actually nope so
go for bii thr
i really feel boring
he just join his friend and im just simply on9 and watch drama only
huh??
i dun wan this type of accompany lorr
if really wanna meet up with ur friends
yam cha with ur friends
then i thk i should not be thr
it just gv me a feeling
IM INNORED BY U


talk about today
coz im really tired and tired
din sleep whole nite before that day
it was really TIRED
okay fine

a small misunderstand i make to my bii dee
i wanna explain here again
yup
u promise will fetch me go pavilion maxis centre to cut my broadband line
after bathing feel boring den just on9
im just keep waiting at room
den i dunno my bii going whr
outside was vry quiet
i though my bii go out ad
i though my bii dun wan bother me anymore
i though my bii left me alone again
going fb and look some video
all about love
im thk much at that moment
im crying at that moment
but my bii dunno im crying

about 8pm
my bii suddenly enter room
i just realize he was fall sleep
sick attack him again
he was suffer for it
fever,headache,eye pain,vomit
lolxxx
why all these enemies go and attach my bii yaa
suffer look im seeing on him
sam tong dee
heartache





i wanna apologize to my bii at here
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
..........................
i misunderstand on u just now
this can prove that bii vry importand for me
i cant lost bii for every moment every minute every second
lao gong
i love u muchh
miss u much too

gastric attack towards me too
jz now at bii home really pain and pain
after breakfast at ytrd morning
den until now i oso not take any meals
and
turn to me get fever now
seiii @_@
okay
im going to sleep now
have class at 2moro morning
nite all











__babyumiko__

♥ 0622 ♥

hmm

actually this article I support to post at here ytrd

but line not so stable and I keep fail to post it up

0621

actually nothing special happened ytrd

as usual

I going college for my class

im attended for chemistry class at 8am

wowww

I feel so sleepy during that time

bcoz is too early le

we all still in sleepy condition

haha^^

thr was something happened on me and my bibi lao gong

yeahh

we just starting our relationship for few days only

ermmmmm

14/6/2010

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22/6/2010

thr was 9 days we had been together

happy that can be with my bibi lao gong

he will accompany everyday at fb chat box

even he is working

but then he still will take his time chat v me

it is whole day he accompany like that way

it was warm to me enuf

he never leave me alone

…………………

20/6/2010

we had date will be go out together and for a movie after that

but coz he was going to hospital to visit his friend

den he come late to meet me

it was quite long time im waiting him

okay fine

actually I have abit unhappy jor

but seem my bibi also rush come over here even late ad

den I also din say anything just let it be

after that he send me back for bath

den he just go to look for the time n buy ticket for movie

about 2 hrs more past

I still din get any inform from my bibi

I sms & call him

but din hv any reply

fine

11.30pm like this

I try to call my bibi again

I realize that thr was quite noisy

and I ask my bibi izzit whether get the ticket onot

he said NO

huh???

I was quite angry on that time

din get any ticket but I din get any inform form my bibi

he just let me wait at here like that way

okay

I feel tired and not so well for ytrd

den go for bed after that

I cant sleep I cant sleep

what happen on me

im also crying out on that time

coz im very not happy ytrd

and never get treat from guys like that way

im angry too

but ngth I can do

I just lay on bed

about 1am more

my hp ringing

yupp

is my bibi calling over

but im crying,unhappy and angry on that time so that I dun wan hear call from my bibi

a few minute passing

I get message from my bibi

he apologise to me

he explain all to me

he also tell me that he want to stop his work now

and find other work which has more time can accompany me

but I din bother what my bibi had say and still angry on him

den text some message to angry him

yeapp

I admit I have text something that make my bibi sad

den he also din reply me any msg

morning and whole day for ytrd

I text him many msg

I call so many times to my bibi too

but he din reply me any msg

he also din hear any call from me

im so worry about him

im so worry had something happened on him

crying again

about 4.15pm

I try to call my bibi again

He had hear my call this time

but his sound seem like hv abit different

I ask him what is going on and what happen

my bibi so quiet n dun wan ans me anything

I hv abit angry too

den I off the call

crying

fine

my bibi text me

he was crying for whole nite

he was sad for whole nite

he din sleep for whole nite

my bibi cry till no sound

den cant hear any call from me

ohhhh???

but I really dunno my msg will give my bibi so big reaction

when I knw the truth

im crying

what happen on me

from ytrd till today need cry how many times woww

I dunno

I just knw im sad

I just knw im so bad

I just knw I cant forgive myself

I just knw I will blame myself

I just knw I hate myself

coz I let my bibi sad

coz I let my bibi cry

all is coz of me my bibi just become like this

all is my fault

all is me

………………………..

bibi lao gong

sorry for everything

really sorry

I dunno my few that msg will let u like this

I knw wat bibi thking now ad

I knw my bibi really love me

I knw my bibi really care bout me

I knw my bibi cant lost me

bibi lao gong

I wanna say here

I love u much

I miss u much

I care about what u thk

I cant lost u too

bibi lao gong

through this all

we can relize that we cant lost each other

we love each other too

we just forget all the thing okay?????

bibi

u dun cry le ohh

I will heartache if u cry

I will follow u cry if u cry

I just want both of us can be happy together

bebe lao po always love my bibi lao gong

bebe lao po not will GIVE UP for our relationship

love u this sha bibi lao gong

hope bibi lao gong can understand le ohh

muackkk

__babyumiko__

♥ college life ♥

hmm
one week din update my post here
i dunno wat i should post at here
is out of idea
but den actual reason is coz im LAZY blogging now



back to my title
'' college life ''
huh??
BORING COLLEGE LIFE can said for last few week
but den i thk start from now on
a real college life will be begin
a war coming soon



for this one whole week
i had attdended for biology,chemistry,anatomy & physiology class
hmmm
my class have around 15 something student
including one international student
hee^^
we all can get along happily
communicate happily
especially have one sabah guy
his name called pipie
haha^^
but me and my babe hor called him pipie piang
we both keep take his name as joke
he oso join us n chit-chatting with us
we all can said like a big family
happy den have such a gang of classmate like them all
3 races in between
malay,india and only two chinese (me and my babe)
we all stil can join happily together
enjoy it








our lecturer
hmmm
stil oki for temporarily
just our biology lesturer seem like not so good
haha
as she said that
actually she quite strict to student
huh??
when she enter class
we all also feel scare on her
after finish class
wowwww
feel relax about it
hohoho
we better prepare for the next and future class
we still need to face her long time in future
scare ~~~

lecturer for anatomy and physiology
i like this lecturer muchh
gv me a nice feeling on her
haha
she vry patient when teaching
she can explain out all the details clearly
lecturer also start gv us an assignment to do it
she wanna us have time to prepare it n do well on it
well
we all will gambateh!!!


lecturer for chemistry
so far so good
ngth say about it
coz we not yet meet up our real chemistry lecturer for this week
i thk mon we will meet him




as mr.lim said
is one of our lecturer too
this course will be quite tough
so we must work hard more and more on this course
yeahhh
fight for the war





tats all for this week
a simple and happy college life



miss my babe bii
miss my babe raychel
miss all my classmate
miss all my friends too
miss you all yaa








__babyumiko__

♥ nothing ♥

come here right now
wat is the time now yaa
is 1.25am i start taip my blog here
why i still at here??
so late already
my mood now ishhhhhhh
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dunno how to describe my mood now
sad
complicated
confusing
others
............
i just want to expressed out my feeling at here
here is the best way for me to express my feeling all







something had hapenened
but then i will not say too much at here
my kindness just had been rubbish and throw into the dustbin by u all
even just now also just finish have a small argue v my ex gf
wat happen now
y all come n argue v me
i din offend u all
dun simply find out something and then argue v me
esp U,U AND U
ALL OF U




okay right now
i just can say that all is my fault
all is coz of me poke one's nose into others business
all is me
all of u are right
nothing wrong between all of u
im just been a sinner
im just serve one's right
yup
all is ME
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someone had written down this in her blog
'' just kn0w h0w t0 give the blame t0 0thers instead that fell0w never reflect deeply self
n den scolded pe0ple backside
be a backstabber ''

yaya
is my fault too
dunno anything dun simply say im a backstabber
dunno anything dun simply say that i scolded people backside
dun simply judge me by yourself
say that i dunno reflect deeply self
den how about u??
u had been reflect deeply self too
u just thk tat u are right only
NOT lorr
u just always thk that u are right
then we are wrong
yaA
mayb coz of this so that no ppl dare to offend u & scared bout u
coz something will be happened

NOTHING I CAN SAY







u want to say that im cheating u den fine
u want to say that im a bastard den okay
nothing i can say
i oso dont want to explain muchh here
this week reli just for registration subject only
just dont want u get trouble go & back jjr n kl for twice
even that time table oso not so accurate
just want go to college confirm 1st den jz let u knw
but den u say that im cheating u at ALL
WELL
FINE
OKAY
NOTHING I CAN SAY







whatever u want to thk bout me
i just can say that im NOT cheating u at all
im treat sincerely & fairly of my conscience
NOTHING I WANT TO SAY ANYMORE








moody at all
nothing can make me happy back anymore










__babyumiko__

♥ back ♥

a picture i took today
get a such good feeling from this picture
i like it
i like this picture
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hey
back to the title above
i come back here again
my posting stop at 25th
since from that day until now
i thk have about 9 days i din post article to here



hmmm
actually nothing special for this few day
one thing is i keep unwell on my stomach
gastric keep come finding me
haiyaya
plsss far away from me


next
i want to talk about today
today is our presentation day
huh??
but then our group just have 3 people attended
me
vee
fitt
the others 3 people are absent
no idea
we 3 people still nid to complete our presentation
i want to say here
our group member not cooperate at all
even debate also come out with such situation
they all seem like not care at all about the debate and presentation
reluctant expression come out from their face
haizzz
speechless

presentation today
i can said that
it is not well presented by me
mayb still in sleepy conditon
coz yesterday sleep late
copy down all the explanation into small paper
do the arrangement for the power point
then bcome late already

this morning wake up early too
oki fine
after prepare den going college
when i just reach college
wowww
our group jz me alone attend only
waiting
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
finally vee coming
followed by fitt
luckly they both stil coming
then we rearrange and discuss again who be the 1st speaker,2nd speaker,last speaker
finally
we still success to present out all the things





then
registration subject
a low n slow server make us cant register for it
i get the inform from my friends
they tell me that registration date change to 7th
but then they also get the notice from facebook
we dunno whether it is true or not
tomoro jz double confirm again with them yaa







oki
tats all for my post today
tired
feeling not so well too
i will continue my posting here after that










__babyumiko__