'muet teacher'

'our muet teacher'
she look like self-respecting
arrogant
conceited
proud
her english is vry good
international level
sumtimes we oso dunno wat she talking bout
her vocabulary quite difficult to understand
she had study abroad at England before
she vry despise whole class of us



since we enter lower6
she start criticism our english
grammar mistake
speaking skill
writing skill
essay is jz like a rubbish
she jz keep scolding us
bad
terrible
horrible
rubbish
enbarrasing
'malu'
...................................
we are rubbish oso coz her teaching skill not take effective for us
i fel tat act we like learn ngth until now
yAAA
our english level is not so high standard compare v her
our english is not so good as her
as a teacher
it is hav need to encourage and build up our confidence
not jz keep scolding us at class only
gv up our confidence
it is reli hurt for us



HAIZZZZZZZ
same thing happen again today
we had speaking test today
bee yen , kok wei and kian fat take turn
after finish the test
she start scolding us again
EMBARRASING
MALU
early in the morning
our ear is started pain
bcoz of her scolding
wat happen now
we no offend and displease her
she jz scolding us anytime along with her mood
nothing we can saying now
but den one thing i want highlight here
i quite hate my muet teacher now
hate attend her class
no idea
bcoz she is our teacher
we need to respect her
follow wat she want to achieve her requirement


start from tis moment
i need to improve my english level
cant be like tis over here
mid year muet exam coming soon
so scare n terrible
dunno how to face it
it is quite hard for me
anywhere
gambateh lurr
yumiko
u can
u can
u can do it




__babyumiko__

'其实...还是一样哦'

艾丫丫
大家都说照片里哒我和本人不一样耶
有很大哒差别哦
说什么照片里一点都不像我本人
惨啦惨啦
怎么可能呢
一样丫
没差
没分别
一条毛也没少阿
嘻^^


朋友都说我哒眼睛很大
都把他们给吓到了
嘻嘻^^
有吗??
不好意思哦
但.......................
还不是和其他女生一样
普通普通
可爱??
可爱绝不会发生在我身上
可爱哒女生还多哒是哦
所以丫>>>
我只是个超级无敌普通哒女生罢了哦
没你们说得那么独特


还有哒是
是
是
..................................
朋友都说
看见我
就有种想保护我哒感觉
哦???
我给你们哒感觉是这样吗?
这是宝贝对我说过哒话
老实说
我承认自己是个缺乏安全感哒女生
不独立
依赖性很强
我也不懂自己怎么搞哒
一向来都是这样哒啊
朋友都会问我
'你以后要怎么在外读书生活呢?还真挺担心你哒'
嗯....
谢谢你们哒关心哦
我会照顾自己
慢慢哒试着独立
不依赖他人
咔咔^^
试着试着


还有位朋友告诉我
我长得很像他哒女友
当他看到我哒时候
都被吓到了
可是我是我哦
不是他哒女友哦
可惜哒是
他哒女友竟因为一场车祸而离开了这世界
我听他这样一说
也吓呆了
一位他深爱哒女生离开了他
这种痛失哒感觉真的很不好受
无论如何还是希望他能再次哒找到属于自己哒幸福
虽然她已离开了
但日子还是得过哦



强调哒再说一次
我就是我
我还是我
依然还是我
没变化
没差别



__傻瓜宝呗__

幸运草之传说

如果说我找到了幸运草，我会把它送给你，要你永远幸运！

四叶草（幸运草）

人们总说,
找到了四叶草 就找到了幸福
那是因为
三叶草的 一叶草代表希望
二叶草代表付出
三叶草代表爱
而稀有的四叶草
就是幸福
四叶草的意思是
即使你付出了
希望了
爱了
也不一定会找到幸福
只有拥有了四叶草
才拥有了真正的幸福
当我带着我全部的幸福,
行走于一座座陌生的小镇时
即使我没有找到我 生命中的四叶草
可我相信现在的我是幸福的

幸运草

（有四瓣叶子的才叫幸运草）

第一瓣叶子的幸运草是信仰

第二瓣叶子的幸运草是希望

第三瓣叶子的幸运草是爱情

第四瓣叶子的幸运草是幸运

四叶草还有一个很美的传说呢

以前有一对恋人

他们真的很相爱

一起住在一片很美的桃林里

但是因为一件特别小的事

他们闹别扭了

彼此不肯让步

终 于有一天

爱神看不下去了

他飘到他们住的那片桃林

悄悄撒了一个谎

告诉他们各方会有难

只有在桃林的最深处找到四叶草才可以挽救他们

他们听后装作十 分无所谓

可是心里还是为对方担忧着

那晚下雨了是暴雨

可是他们仍偷偷为对方到桃林最深处寻找四叶草

当他们知道对方都很在乎自己很感动

决定让四 叶草见证他们的爱情

爱神笑了

这是爱神开的一个玩笑

因为她并不想让幸福来得过于容易

只有彼此在乎

彼此珍惜的人才配拥有幸福

四叶草，爱情的见证

希望你们也能找到属于自己哒幸运草

找到属于自己哒幸福

__毕__

想说哒话

开学了哦
一个星期哒假期也完毕啦
唩...
又得回到学校哒生活咙
老样子老样子
今天差点就睡迟了
没办法嘛
假期哒时候都成了夜猫子
所以睡迟啦难免滴丫
开学哒第一天大家看起来都很累哦
嘻嘻^^
嗯......
突然好讨厌这样哒生活
每天上学放学
忙功课
补习
没什么两样咯
压力每一天都跟随着来
想把它给抛下也很难
嗨T.T
对这样滴生活感到厌倦了
好想逃离它


有很多朋友都骂我笨
为何自讨苦吃选择FORM6呢
浪费时间
嗯...
这问题嘛
我也不知该怎么回答你们咯
父母要我走哒路??
学费比较便宜??
当初没方向??
选择错哒道路??
好一个不清楚哦
其实当时父母也一直坚持一定要我来这里
因为他们哒想法都是STPM比较好
有更高哒文凭对将来比较有帮助
可是现在哒他们好像又被洗了脑
既然告诉我说应该让你有更多哒选择
选择其他学校
STPM真的超级无敌难读难考
还对我说如果到时候成绩真的不怎么理想就直接去私立大学咯
什么嘛
那时候那样说
现在又和我这样说
说来说去都是你们对似哒
想了想
我也不知道怎么那时候这样听话
这样哒笨选择了STPM
超级笨哒选择
朋友都说得对
浪费时间而已
可是丫
没办法咯
就继续走下去
随着情况而定吧


再来我想说哒是
是...
是...
就是....
刚刚到了宝贝哒部落格去
想在这里誊清昨天哒事
想对宝贝小丁说
昨天我知道你想关心 问问我详细哒情况
可是我都坚持不说这是有理由哒
不是我不想说
只是真的不能说
毕竟这件事是我和他之间哒事丫
想要强调哒说
昨天不开心不是因为和男友发生了什么事
这件事和他无关
是和一位朋友发生了争吵
他说了些也做了些另我不开心哒事
就这样
我真的没事咯
我还想说哒是
我并没对你凶丫
你怎么说到我好像很凶似哒
我只是坚持不说罢了咯
似乎你有点生气了我哟
真的真的没事咯


最近哒我
心情糟透了
也不知怎么了
总是胡思乱想
害怕所有哒事情
好害怕就因为这样而失去了一切
我到底是怎么啦
或许是自己胡想吧
想些有哒没哒
可是我哒宝贝都一直陪着我
安慰我
他只想让我开心
我知道他对我哒关心
一直都让他担心
突然觉得对不起他哦
可是无论什么事情他都一直迁就我
让我
什么都不和我计较
一直都把最好哒都给我
自己哒任性爱闹脾气他都迁就了我
嗯...
说不出现在哒心情
可是我很开心
因为有宝贝哒疼爱哦
嘻嘻^^
希望我们能够这样一直维持彼此之间哒感情

我爱你宝贝


__傻瓜宝呗__

boring + stupid holiday

one week holiday jz pass like tis
14/3~22/3
boring and stupid holiday
wat i hv done during tis holiday
my answer is NOTHING
lolxxx
planing want do revision on my study
but i dint do it at the end
during holiday jz hv 1 feeling
LAZY
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i jz clearly knw tat i had finish taip my pengajian am assignment only
other s nothing
eveday jz keep repeat doing the same thing
watching tv
eating
sleeping
listening song
on9
especially going wretch , reply FS comment
blogging
chatting
attend tuition class [TUES , THURS , SAT]
haizzz
such boring holiday jz like no holiday


CANT
CANT
CANT
..................................
CANT be living in such life ad
i need to concentrate on my study more n more
promise myself nid score a good result in STPM
promise between us too [our secret]
so that i decide start from now
less on9
less blogging
hv to more hardworking
i nid to chase up the syllabus tat i stil in blur condition
solve the question tat i dunno
PROMISE
PROMISE
PROMISE
promise for myself
study hard on my study
i wil less on9 even coming here start from today


GAMBATEH OHH BABY

LUV MY BABE


__babyumiko__

艾丫丫讨厌哒想法

wat happen on me recently??
I cant explain my feeling now
suddenly go into raptures
worried and confused
anxious
shake with fear
feel as if a knife were piercing one's heart
not peaceful in mind
in a flutter condition
mood getting down n down
Im on way to scared n nervous that particular stupid and crazy thing


wat im thking now
scared fear afraid suddenly make me lose my direction now
this all cause me not brave to march forward again n again
mayb coz study give me a lot of stress
make me so hard to breath now
my parent hv a greater hope on me
they keep asking me get excellence achievement on academics
pressure that given by them really make me crazy now
I also hope that I can get good result on my test and STPM
but FORM6 is not easy to score it
it is the hardest study and journey compare with other level
everytime when see the question den I wil stuck for it
coz the question too difficult n complex
make my brain start bursting
no idea for me now
choose tis journey ad
now jz can let it continue till the end
plus I lack the confident at all
confident start depart me start from this minute
however I wil try study hard for my STPM and get the course that I want

GAMBATEH BAHH BABYUMIKO


again other crazy thing come out from my mind
dunno why I feel that my babe wil leave me alone one of the day
although he had promise me wil acccompany and luv me forever
but I stil strongly feel that this is impossibble happen on me
I cant predict the time for luv
I dunno whether u will keep our relation till the end onot
I jz knw im vry scared u wil leave me now
not wil bother me again n again
in a dark corner jz leave me alone
feel lonely at tat time
really scare scare n scare now
I dun wan tis all thing happen on me
feel no safety for me now
T________________________T


before I bcome mad
hope tis all crazy n stupid thking wil get out from me as soon as possible
hope GOD wil bless me



__babumiko__

our promise

This is sumthing like jellly which my babe had done for me

hee^^

I like it muchhh

although I cant taste it but I stil happy

this is what my babe say to me:

'even we cant celebrate valentine day together

but this is what i do for you

dear,I really make it myself

even the look not so nice

but it show my sincerely

I love you vry muchh'

I very happy what u hv done for me

hope you wil realize what you hv promise me

luv me
accompany me even im unhappy n etc...

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each your love,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart

Now I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

__babyumiko__

说不出来哒话

爱到底是什么呢??
它所带给我们的又是什么呢??
酸?
甜?
苦?
辣?
快乐?
悲伤?
眼泪?
痛苦?
美好的回忆?
爱一个人是快乐还是痛苦呢??
爱真的能够长久吗??
为何爱情总是带给我们伤害呢??
为何爱情总是让我们难以抉择呢??
许多许多的疑问......
我已开始搞不清楚状况了
开始对爱这字感到陌生 生疏了
脑海浮现了许多问号
?????????????????????????
我只知道被爱是幸福的



我开始觉得爱情让人苦恼
刚开始的爱情就像一个装满水的杯
时间久了
感情也变淡了
而杯里的水也开始慢慢蒸发
久而久之它变成了水蒸气消失在空中
最后剩下的只有一个空杯
或许应该这么说吧
要求的越多
失去的就越快
看起来很甜蜜 拥有满满的爱
得到的越多 越快
失去的更快
所以丫对爱情的要求也只能适可而此吧




''昨天和一位朋友聊天
他突然向我说出心中的苦恼
我知道那时候的他心情是多么地低落
这件事情也一直闷在他心里很久了
每次和他聊天聊到一半
他都会向我提起这件事
他好喜欢一位女生
也承认自己已经爱上了那位女生
而那女生在他心目中占据了很重要的位置
可是因为之间有误会
再加上因为工作
导致他选择了放弃
他告诉我说他可以为了那位女生而放弃这份工作
因为这份工作让他失去了很多
朋友 爱情 娱乐......
可是他说不能这么自私只顾自己
毕竟还有其他原因而让他不能就这样地放弃
昨天的他只持续地说很担心那位女生现在的情况
因为他一直都联络不到那女生哦
他只能说当不了情侣也希望彼此之间的友谊能够延续下去
只希望她过得快乐
听了我朋友这样一说
确实有点感动
可是我却不知该怎么安慰你
突然之间什么也说不出来
不过我依然希望他们能拥有完美的结局
祝福你们哦''




我得到的并不多
只希望你是真心的
而不是把我们之间的感情当儿戏
虽然我们见面的次数很少
但依然爱着对方
谢谢你知道我想些什么
谢谢你对我的爱 关心
喜 , 怒 , 哀 , 乐
你都一直陪伴着我
虽然不在我身边
可是这也足够了
毕竟现在的我们还是需要专主于课业上
说好了不能忽略学业
我知道你会承诺你所给我的诺言
我知道自己有时侯爱闹辩纽 任性
像个孩子气一样
但你依然护着我
迁就我
嗯......
突然有种说不出的感觉
我知道接下来的你只会带给我快乐
只有美好的回忆
不在让我流泪
希望我们真的能这样延续下去
爱你哟宝贝


__爱你哒傻瓜宝呗__

friendship

• love starts with a smile , grows with a kiss , and end with a tear
  
• Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you
• Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget
• You can only go as far as you push
• Actions speak louder than words
• The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else
• Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff
• Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it
• A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have
• If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
• When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
• True friendship never ends
• Friends are forever
• Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there
• Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile
• What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
• Nobody is perfect untill you fall in loves with them
• Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end
• Most people walk in and out of you life but only friends leave footprints in your heart

who is special in your life??
even the people who really make you mad sometimes
whether we realize it or not
everyone we know is very special to us
there may be somebody who is thinking about you right now and wishing that you were around
that's the wonderful thing about friendship
you always feel love and cared about
the most importanf thing to remember is always appreciate the friends that you have
a fight may come and end very easily
but a friendship could last forever
for every second spent in anger
a minute of happiness is wasted

must appreciate friendship that you have


__babyumiko__

MISSING YOU

A relationship is like a rose
how long it lasts
no one knows
love can erase an awful past
love can be yours
you'll see at last to feel that love
it makes you sigh to have
it leave you'd rather die
you hope you've found that special rose
cause you love and care for the one you chose

love is an energy
it can neither be created nor destroyed
love is painful
that is true not to
love is painful too
but there is a greater pain
to love and not be loved again
just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all that they have

true love never leaves the heart
so if you dont love me now
you didnt love me then
now that im afraid to lose you
i cry for the times that you were almost mine
i cry for the memories i've left behind
i cry for the pain
the lost
the old
the new
...........................
i now cry for the times bcoz i had you
what we love intensely or for a long time
we are likely to bring within the citadel
to assert as part of oneself
i knw you treat me good muchhh
you never complained
or say why me
u oways knw
tat thats the way it was meant to be
promise me wat you wil done after this
so im trying to be good
jz for you
i jz wanna say here dear thx u a lot
miss you here
luv u too


__babyumiko__

给宝呗滴疼爱

唔...
小呗也跑来这滴
新博客
新博客
请多多指教啦~~
哇咔咔^^
好久以前朋友就一直要我来这了
可是嘛...
都不想咯
没时间??
懒惰咯
不好意思哟...
今天就被一群朋友给带到这里来了
~大胆~
尽把我拖到这来哟
你们欺负我丫
来到这里都不知道要打些什么耶


嗯......
有啦
就说说昨天吧
昨天突然之间有好多人对傻瓜宝呗说
"我爱你宝贝哟"
喔...
你们这样的一句话还真的把我给吓到了哦
不过没什么没什么
大家滴意思是会疼爱小呗
会爱着小呗
会保护小呗
别误会咯
嘻嘻&&
听到大家这样一说
真的很高兴哟~
原来还有那么多人疼爱小呗哦
虽然我已有我滴宝贝啦
可是大家还是同样滴一句话
"依然会永远疼爱小呗"
谢谢你们哦
小呗也爱你们哟


今天和朋友出去
大家都问我怎么都瘦了哦...
怎么还是一样孩子气
毫无19岁样哦
惨啦...
有吗??
还是老样子咯
没改变丫
或许是你们太久没见到我啦
所以才会这样说吧
聊着聊着
突然又杀出一句
"真的很想保护你咯"
"疼爱你宝贝"
嗨丫丫
我真的有那么像是需要保护的吗??
不怎么觉得丫
怎么昨天和今天大家都对我说出一样滴话呢??
好奇怪哦


其实有时侯小呗也觉得自己缺乏安全感滴
害怕一个人的感觉
可是有了宝贝滴疼爱及爱心
小呗再也不害怕啦
还有其他朋友宝贝滴疼爱
丫丫丫
小呗觉得自己再也不是一个人了
好高兴有你们滴陪伴哦
永远都爱着你们滴


__傻瓜宝呗__