'' lolxxx ''

hmm...
ngth happen today
all like usual
goin school
back home
tired
sleeping
on9
wakaka^^


ngth doin now too
jz keep feel tired and tired
no mood at all



xoXx
my frend success make cake today
tiramisu cake
he very happy after success making it
he call and tell me at that 1st moment
first time he make it
he just started learn today
he wan brin for me 2moro nite o
lalallalll
^^
oki oki
waiting
waiting
waiting
i will try try yaA



huhhhh
next week our school has '' minggu kokurikulum '' this activity
all club must join it
busy busy week
sure wil getting tired
need prepare thing/food for sell
haizzz
still in discussion process
hmm...
club usahawan sure can do it dee
hee^^
gambateh nerhh






ngth special today





miss babe




__babyumiko__

''love''

love is


love is
being happy for the other person when they are happy
being sad for that person when they are sad
being together in good times
love is the source of strength


love is
being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling,listening,respecting the truth and never pretending
love is the source of reality


love is
an understanding
that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
not trying to change them to be something slse
love is the source of unity


love is
the freedom to pursue your own desire
while sharing your experience with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual
love is the source of success


love is
the excitement of planning things together
the excitement of doing things together
love is the source of the future


love is
the fury of the storm
the calm in the rainbow
love is the source ofpassion


love is
giving and taking in a daily situation
being patient while each other's needs and desires
love is the source of security


love is the source of life





babe dear
miss euu yaA
babe love baby



__babyumiko__

'' waitING ''

hmm...
bad bad bad mood ytrd
super moody
almost wanna cry out
suddenly tat feeling coming towards me
why???
waiting
waiting
waiting
.......................
waiting msg from a important friend
aikssS
but dunno he busy about wat
so long time i waiting him
finally he jz reply me
promise me wil accompany me but he going bz his thing
hate hate hate
hate ppl treat me like tat
i dun like tis waiting feeling~~~







'wilson'
he wanna me be his gf
he say he like me
he say he love me
he say he miss me muchh
he say wil sek sek me forever
he say wil treat me good
he say will waiting for me too
he say he will keep love me worr
he stil he will wish me when i hv bf after tat
aiyaya...
dun yaa
not valuable lohh
im not so a nice gal
u can find a gal tat better den me more and more



damm tired today actually
after bek from sch
rest awhile den i straight away sleep till 6pm jz wake up ohh
hee^^
well...
goin sleep again soon
tired
tired
tired
good nite 1st larr everyone




babe babe
miss eu ohh





__babyumiko__

''lollxxx tired''

丫_丫
唩......
有点懒惰上来增文了
嗊嗊嗊......
好累呀
就不知怎么搞哒
最近都很累
尤其是这一整个星期
都快累垮了
怎么会这样呢???
不晓得
好想就这样无优无虑哒坐着看日出
什么烦恼都抛开哦
可是好像不行哦
唉~~~
不知道该怎么说出哒心情


今天看了一篇文章有段是这样说哒
''容易疲倦哒人,是因为个人体质哒问题,而体质偏虚哒人经常较容易疲倦''
啊???
真的是这样哦
朋友也曾问过我是不是因为体质较弱所以我常生病+累
嗯............................
这嘛~~~
我就不知道啦
可能是有这么一点点吧


最近没什么特别哒事情发生
有哒也都是些小小哒事吧
今天也都像往常一样
起身
准备准备
外等巴士哒到来
到了学校
上课
放学
回家
看报纸
眼睛也累啦
都撑不下去了
只好去睡觉咯
临睡前收到宝贝哒信息
嘻嘻^^
好高兴哦
信息里
''宝贝对不起哦''
唉呀...
我看了突然觉得奇怪为何宝贝这样说
回复了回复
哦,原来是因为昨天宝贝无法陪伴我所以向我说声对不起
嗯,好哒
没关系
我当然知道宝贝生病了
工作回来也累啦
所以就早休息去了咯
我能体谅你哒


昨天嘛
XINGZAI就发了信息给我
说他最近很烦
要我陪陪他聊聊
当然我也陪他聊了一会儿
一堆堆哒事情让他透不过气来
也把话说得很悲
突然和我说再见
突然和我说要离开了
不再留在这里了
我听了有点害怕也很担心他
害怕他会想不开做出傻事
可是陪他聊了下
安慰了他些
他哒心情也好多了
也没想那么多了
我也松了口气
他哒心情好多了
XINGZAI要记得啦,有事情或是心情不好都可以找我聊哦
别自己一个人胡思乱想哦


也可真奇怪哒
最近都有些莫名其妙哒号码找上我来
而且还连续找上了几天
我都不理这些无名氏哒号码
我就是这样哒
莫名,奇怪,无名氏哒号码我都不接
除非你让我知道你是谁或是报上你们哒名来
否则一噜不接
换了号码就告诉我
要不然我怎知道谁打谁哦
更奇怪哒事既然有人发了信息给我问
''我可以认识你吗''
拜拖我也不知道你是谁
来自何方我更不清楚
你说我能回答''可以''吗
不不不不不.......
不要无段段问上我这一句话
因为我不认识你们


突然浮现了个问题
爱情真的能够长久吗??
勇敢哒牺牲
执着哒追求
真心哒付出
真爱就能发生在你身上吗?
天长地久哒爱情真的存在吗?
无怨无悔哒付出
对方就会珍惜你吗?
又有谁能告诉我这些呢
想往哒幸福还是那么哒遥远吧
现在只想会有个人陪陪我
疼疼我
更知道我要哒是什么
想哒又是什么
唉~~~
可是嘛......
或许是我想多了
或许吧


还是那一句
''累''
好有压力哦
心情也超落哒说
功课上哒难题
学业上哒压力
朋友之间
啊>>>>>???
一堆堆哒问题
我快疯了
压得我快喘不过气来了
预考快来啦
STPM更不有说
也没剩几天了
怎么办
我就是读不进脑
依然还是那么哒累
嗯...
或许之后就是跑去读PRIVATE UNIVERSITY@COLLEGE吧
我不想再逼自己疯下去
更不想再逼自己去做写我不愿意做哒事情
读了STPM就是个错误
而且还大错特错
当初真的很笨
笨到跑来读STPM
明知道是个最难读哒
还跑来
笨头了
现在真的很后悔
可是现在也不能回头啦
为有读下去就算了咯
或许之后会工作一段日子后才做打算决定咯
再看看吧
就是有种预感
也感觉得到
我STPM哒成绩会不理想了
好啦
我也不想那么多了
就这样咯
就让它顺期自然吧





想和芯伊豆沙包说
''生日快乐''
''HAPPY BIRTHDAY...WISH YOUR DREAM COME TRUE OHHH''
今天我们班同学联合一起买了个蓝草酶蛋糕和她庆祝哦
嘻嘻^^
我们提早和你庆祝咯
希望你不会介意哦
虽然你哒生日是在明天25/7

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIN YEE





miss my babe
miss my babe
miss my babe
hope my babe can recover early from sick ohh




__babyumiko__

''sick ING''

omgggggg
sick again
why i always get sick gehhh
many ppl ask me why i so weak
just a one day of tired , after busyING whole day o watever
den i cant sustain any
sure will get SICK
either in fever,sore throat,headache,flu,gastric..........
the most serious is gastric
lolxxxxT__T
tis gastric reli will make me suffer and pain whole day even a few day
haizzzzzz....
gastric always follow me again and again
if i din eat on time o skip tat one meal
den tis sickness come finding me
i hope it will not always follow me
but seem like......................
impossible gehhhH



dunno why recently feel so tired
is super tirED ohh
headache and faint tis few day too
after bek from sch sure vry sleepy
after bek from tuiton more and more super tired
cant in conscious at tat moment
always getting in blur condition
so hope can doin my revision
but...
CANT
after finish sum homework den prepare goin sleep
jz lay on bed den fall sleep jz in few minute only



today
is the most serious sick
after i bek from tution at klang
den faint condition come towards me
feel vry suffer n hard to breath suddenly
stomach oso come kacau and kacau me
mayb coz i din eat before goin tuition
i jz simply drink milo den goING
fever too
i go drink a cup of milk den eat down the medicine
but vomit out all
omgggggg
no appetite to eat
medicine also vomit out
nid eat again after tat
but i din do such too
babe call me at tat time
he say vry worry bout me
but i had tel me babe dun getting so worry
coz i will be OK after rest
chat awhile den i goin sleep
reli cant tahan anymore
......................................
wake up
goin bath
reply babe message



recently i reli in bad condition
faint
headache
fever
gastric
stomach not not well
vomit
super tired
............................................





the ppl tat i nid say thx to all of u
alex
wilson
nick
sano
jackie
eujo
wei xiang
xiiao weiii
jason
raymond
steven
tony
xingzai
hockfu
thiam ming
jellyfish

this all are the ppl tat always accompany me when im in unhappy even moody condition
THX THX & THX
love you all muchh


one more ppl i wanna mentioned here
''dinbabe''
she is my good ji muii
best friend
best n super best babe ohhh
hee^^
watever unhapiness o anything oso wil share with her
chat with her
talk with her
hope our friendship will continue till the end
never break




especially for my babe too
miss babe
love babe muchhh





__babyumiko__

''you are not alone''

Another day has gone I'm still all alone How could this be You're not here w YOU ARE NOT ALONE-MICHAEL JACKSON Another day has gone I\'m still all alone How could this be You\'re not here with Another day has gone I'm still all alone How could this be You're not here with me You never said goodbye Someone tell me why Did you have to go And leave my world so cold Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away Something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay You are not alone I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart You are not alone All alone Why, oh Just the other night I thought I heard you cry Asking me to come And hold you in my arms I can hear your prayers Your burdens I will bear But first I need your hand So forever can begin Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away Then something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay For you are not alone I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart And you are not alone Whisper three words and I'll come runnin' And girl you know that I'll be there I'll be there You are not alone I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay You are not alone I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart You are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay For you are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart For you are not alone THIS IS A NICE SONG I LIKE IT MUCHHHHH QUITE MEANINGFULL YAA LOVE IT LOVE IT THATS RIGHT ''THOUGH WE ARE FAR APART BUT IT IS STIL IN OUR HEART'' CANT CHANGE THIS RELATIONSHIP miss babe __babyumiko__

''开心 >>>奇怪吔''

3/7/09
从早上一直到晚上都反复哒看着手机
为什么呢??
就是想看看他有没有找上我
但就是没有
心在想
宝贝是不是真哒不理我了
宝贝是不是都不会找我啦
一直都在想
................................
''~~叮~~''
手机突然响起啦
宝贝信息我噢

嗯...

好开心噢

因为终于等到宝贝哒信息啦
嘻嘻^^
他问起了
还当他是宝贝吗?
我们是否还要继续呢
他只想知道我哒答案哦

回复了他
彼此也知道了心中哒答案
他也什么都迁就我
这一次也跟随着我哒答案而改变了我们
唉...
那天哒吵架还真哒很不应该发生
我知道都是我哒错
惹宝贝生气啦
但....
经过了这次哒吵架
我们彼此也更珍惜对方
不再让对方伤心难过
只希望每天都能开开心心
虽然过去我们都一直为了些小事而吵了起来
但就因为放不下彼此
所以说了声对不起
宝贝也疼疼我
TAM TAM我
嗯...
一切又恢复原状啦
宝贝对我哒承诺我依然还记得
不曾忘记
宝贝也说过啦
希望我们都能一直这样走下去
好哒
彼此哒承诺
答应答应答应




话说回来
这几天都变得很奇怪哒说
突然有很多人找上我来
突然有很多都陪我聊聊
突然有很多人疼疼傻瓜宝贝
嘻嘻^^
好开心噢
好久没这感觉了
这几天哒感觉都很不错下
谢谢你们这几天都陪我聊
烦恼不开心哒事也似乎忘了
想说尤其是你WILSON
真哒非常谢谢你
在我不开心哒时候都陪我聊
但..........
奇怪咯
你怎么会会会...........?????
说喜欢我呢??
唉哟哟~~~
不好吧
我会被吓坏哒
但是你就是那么哒认真对我说
''会一直陪着我
就只喜欢我
就只要我一个
不会伤害我''
对你说我有我哒宝贝啦
''你却说会一直一直等下去'
??????????????????????????
你不要这样啦
但你依然那么严肃认真地向我说
虽然你一直都要我给你次机会
但真哒不行
你不要这样傻好吗
你不要一直等下去
不值得
这世界上还有很多比我好哒女生
你还有那么多选择呀
所以嘛
我们还是做好朋友比较适合咯
好嘛.....
我会好好珍惜我们彼此哒友谊
再次向你说声谢谢




好啦
明天星期一
像平常一样
要上课咯
我也得早下线了
大家晚安
GOOD NITE





想念宝贝








__傻瓜宝呗__

''bad mOod''

2/7/09
talking bout ytrd
in bad mood condition
vry unhappy
vry down
vry sad too
........................................
many & many
haizzz
dunno why this all bad emotion keep follow me
omgggggggggggg


ytrd
argue v my him
dunno why suddenly we can argue til so serious
just bcoz of small matter only
i make him angry jorr
but i admit is my fault
bcoz of bad mood too
den my talking tone hv abit high
den he oso angry bout me daAa
when he ask me dun find him ad
my mood straight away getting down & down
dunno wat can i do at tat time
just like missing my direction
thk many
worry muchh
even my tears oso shed out
extremely confused my feeling & emotion at tat time
he treat me vry good
evetime just follow wat i wan n wat i need
vry sek sek me too
i admit all this
but ytrd he reli seem vry angry bout me
so tat i oso not dare 2find him after tat


next
sam & suk ming
ur both matter i not wil bother ad
not wil ask too
i dun wan knw oso wat condition ur both encounter
watever things happen also non relate 2me
break o even 2gether again oso non of my business
i not wil so poke one's nose into others' business ad
so silly ohh me b4
but start from now i wil not act such again
when ur gf suk ming hv problem
den she wil come n find me
we wil chat i wil b her audience
listen wat she say
when i knw it
den just wanna show concern 2both of u only
but u sam come n scold me n ask me dun bother their thing
fine
u dare 2say me like tat
treat me like tat
even b4 we r lover u oso never treat me like tat nite
friend oso never
dunno wat medicine u eat wrong tat nite
u say sorry 2me oso no use
call me oso same
i not wil received ur call too
coz i reli angry bout u til now
ur gf hv find me but i din bother her too
is ur both problem
non relate 2me
u wanna me attend ur birthday party
impossible
illusion
dream
only
dun wan see u dee
stil angry dee
even u request mant time ad
but answer is stil same
NOT WIL ATTEND


xing zai
bully me too b4
i knw u concern n care bout me
thx u
wanna say sorry 2u bout ytrd


eujo
muaii gor gor yaa
long long time we din chat ad
miss him dee
but he bz v his work recently
not happy v his work too
ohh....
dun thk muchh yaa
work always hv problem exist dee
he make me moody ytrd too
but nvm larr
forgive u this time
coz u oso worry ur work matter too
dun wan let u thk muchh jor



wilson
the only person tat accompany me ytrd
console me
and accompany me chat many too
thx u


act im vry worry bout study
dunno how 2face it
STPM
s reli getting hard and hard till i dunno how 2describe it
like hell
vry pek chekk when thk bout it
cant concentrate on it
keep thking other things only
CANT
CANT
CANT
CANT BE LIKE THIS
i must try n concentrate toward it
if not sure i wil meet with disaster
gambateh yaa sha gua bao beii


miss bao bei





__babyumiko__