♥ unhappy day ♥

my new picca here

again im come blogging now
no always updated my blog already
why??
bcoz i dunno what i suppose to post here
abit lazy too
^^


now
my life is full of homework
tutorial
doing note ourself for clinical immunology
search all the info ourself
assignment
class
......
etc.
wowww
a busy study life getting right now
anywhere i will try my best to done it well
my target
i want to get a good result for my studies
even better than this
is excellent
get a better result for now
and go on for my further studies
YES
i will




next
im getting more and more unhappy for this few day
as my picca showed above
no more smile appear on my face
i dunno what i need
i dunno what happened on me too
just like ytrd
when im think back something
my tears will suddenly flow out
but no one will understand my feeling at that moment
nobody will know me at that time
sometime i will find out that im just alone all the time only
nobody care me
nobody sek me
even no anything can make me smile
yaA
it was right
is NO ONE



for today
such a sad day for me
im get wronged by lecturer
early in the morning she treat me like that way
'' 3 weeks for the continuously pass i no attended her class ''
shittt
what is she mean??
are u crazy madam
when u see me i no attend ur class??
any proof which prove me no attend ur class at all??
i can SWEAR that im ATTEND class for everyime
if din have any important matter
i sure wont miss my class
'' 3 weeks continuously ''
are u know this is too serious madam??
din check before and simply said me
din check before and simply mark my attendance as ZERO
i can remember that i just absent my class for one day
coz we need to pass up the ptptn document at that time
why mark my attendance zero for so many times??
tell me why??

then
whats mean by '' im not want to angry,scold or said that u are cheating ''
plsss madam
izzit i need to do such thing???
izzit i need to cheating u on this kind of matter
i try my best for my study all the time
along the study life i pass through until now
i never meet this problem
today was the 1st day
and u act like not believe me at all
u din bring ur name list to us for few week
and we just record down our attendance in a piece of paper
u din mark it back in ur name list
that is ur fault
that is ur problem
why just simply blame towards me
CRAZY
STUPID
NONSENSE
BRAINLESS

dont though that u are lecturer
then u can do anything as u want

dont though that u are lecturer
then u are right in everything

dont though that u are lecturer
then u can not need respect our student

dont even though that u are just the only one good lecturer
shitt at all
i can tell u here
u are NOT for me
u din have that qualification

u are the only one lecturer do the wrong thing
and push the fault towards student
izzit this is the right behaviour & attitude as a lecturer??
such a stupid lecturer
hate from now on
im feel want to cry out at that moment
but i bear for it
coz i really not done wrong at all
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
......
moody right now


who can accompany me right now?
who can chat with me at this moment?
the answes is NOBODY

when i need someone
there was nobody here with me at all

when i need a shoulder
there was nobody here with me again

yaa
im mar alone again here




thats all for my updated today
i will updated again







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