♥ lonely day ♥

Hmm

One week had passed

My final exam oso passed at noon jz now

Many things happened in between too

Now??

Then nothing to do then

Just blogging lorr

But this is a post just only I can see

Just only I can read

So chamm izzit

Post a new blog

But cant let others people to view it

Why???

coz of one crazy ppl

lets talked back my life within this week

actually I had back home on 26/9 after settle my ptptn things

den until today 5/9 I just come back kl again for my final exam

why so early back home lehhh

hiak hiak

SURE

Coz our lecturer finished up our 1^st semester ‘s syllabus already

So that we just can back home early

And prepare for my final exam

But DID I???

Haha

One week just passed like that

1^st semester just passed like that

WOwwW

Time passed so fast yaA

Within this week

I was passed my life just in normal

Sleep

Eat

On9

Watch tv

Chit-chat v my funny sis

Chit-chat v my parent

Whatever topic we chat & discuss

Then

What else???

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I had even passed my life with these all

Sadness

In a bad mood

Unhappy state

Crying

Everyday passed with my tears at nite

Get keep disturb from someone

Plsss

I din offend u at all

Can stop ur childish action

Tats y till I need to lock my blog in private state

scare to on my MSN

even scare to approve ppl at FB

coz I dunno who im approve for

I scare to get again disturbance like this

A disturbance from tat ppl make my life getting trouble at all

Messy up my life

What u do this for??

Any benefit u get after doing this all??

I really not understand what u r thinking now

A happiness cant be just get in such way

A happiness cant be just force in such way too

Ur appearance really disturb my life at all

Before that everything are fine

But now???

I even dunno what im waiting for

What im doing now

Who I suppose to believe

Which I suppose to hear

U just keep sow dissension between us only

Dun keep said that im 3^rd person between urs

Izzit really like this??

U should know it

U should know what is real situation now

Not just keep said im how & HOW

Im not scare about u

I just dun want argue v u such a brainless ppl

Waste my time

Waste my energy

Better I save up these all energy to doing others benefit things

So PLSSSS STOP enough

However u want to say

Whatever u want to think about me

Im nothing comment at all now

U dun too over then

My patience oso hv a limit

Skip this

Actually our problem izzit had been settle???

I oso dunno

Is an UNKNOW ANSWER for me now

We had already 2 months din meet up

Im try to free my time always

and hope can more time to accompany u

but again and again u let me disappointed

yaa

I know u are not happy recently

I know also u are in bad mood too

Im just dunno what happened on u

I dunno how to comfort u

Coz if I ask more

U will just bad temper on me at this moment

U knw that u never bad temper on me since we had been together

However u are not happy

However u are in a bad mood state

U also will tell me everything

And talk softly with me

Not just like now

If I ask again or even more than that

Then u will be impatient on me already

I dunno when such the condition happened on you

Just like something make u change to other person

Not that babe lao gong I know early

What happen??

Why??

Can u tell me this all??

Im ur babe lao po

Izzit I cant know all about ur thing??

Yaa

Mayb u are right

Even u said out I oso cant help u in anything

But at least I know what happen on u

At least I can share all the unhappy with u

NOT just after u bad temper on me

Then only I guess at here

This is not a better way we communicate

We should share out everything between us

Whatever happy

Unhappy

Sadness

Or any problem we faced

Izzit so hard for u to do like this??

I had go her fb and see that all comments

I know u keep telling me that dun believe whatever she had post

But then as a gal

This is the feeling I get

This is the answer I can tell u

I dunno which one just true

But if that’s all was true

Then u really had done so much for her

How bout me??

U had even think my feeling sometime

NOT im want to think much

An uncontrol mind and thinking just keep come out from my mind

What can I do

Again and again I waiting for u

Again and again I cry bcoz of u

Again and again I feel disappointed on u

Again and again I choose to believe u

Again and again im sad bcoz of our problem

Again and again im sad bcoz of u

Again and again

…………

How many AGAIN u want me to do it??

Finish off my final exam today

Im think that want to accompany u

But then what attitude u give me then

Even finish my final exam

But I not even feel happy and relax at all

Haizzz

Still in a bad mood state right now

Even my tears also out while im taipING this post

SAD at all at this moment

Just enough for today posting

Going sleep then

Whole week din sleep well already

Bb

__babyumiko__