♥ sad ♥

im in bad mood right now
is a super bad bad mood
it wast till the stage that i dont know how to describe already
tired
im really tired
............
why such sadness things keep happen continuously
why??

i hope that i can just lay down now
close my eye ans sleep tight
but i cant do it at all
i force myself to sleep
but
............
i fail to do it in the end
why??


once i close my eye
i will think about that all matters
i will think about all the unhapiness
i will think about you babe



let me talk back to just now
what was happened on you
what was going on actually
can u tell me
im just concern about u
im just care about u
im just worry about you
but then how u answer me
how u reply me
izzit such a way u treat me
u tell me that not need to ask so many coz i cant help u anything
yaA
mayb i really cant help u in many things
but then at least let me know that what had happened on u
let me share with u all the problem
yaA
mayb i cant help u
but at least i can support u
accompany u
im ur gf now
whenever u are not happy
while u are facing some problem
i still will keep be ur side
i not will leave u alone there for vexed
u know that im not happy too if u are not happy
but u still treat me in that way
the way u answer me just will let me feel that im a failure gf
im not ur punching tools
im ur gf
dont be depressed then vent on me
even bad temper on me
u talked fiercely to me again
i know u are not happy
mayb u are vexed for some problems
but u should not vent it on me too yaa

u know since i start together with u
u never talk fiercely to me
u had tell me before that u just will talk with me softly
but then now
something had change as the time going on
it is the way u treat me
it was totally change compare with before
u think carefully urself


i really cant catch ur mind sometime
i dont know what u think for the next second
i dont know when u will change to other people for the next second too
u can tell me what mistake had done by me??
what was happen can cause u change ur attitude
even ur bad temper


u should know it
whether u are happy or sad
no matter what kind of trouble u are facing of
i will always be ur side
i will always support u
i not will leave u alone thr and suffer yourself


i dont want to pass the life without u anymore
i dont want to lost u again
im really cant afford for it
so babe
can we continue our life happily??
can u tell me whenever u are not happy??
i know in such condition
i talk what thing to u
u also not will hear it
just will keep ask me
'' what i want ''
'' anything want to find him ''
i giving u time to calm down
mayb u feel more better after that
we just talk again
babe
i will waiting u here
i believe on you
i have confident on you too





babe lao gong
i miss you
i love u forever


the days we had been together
76 days







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