♥ 31072010 ♥

with my cute babe

with my babe raychel

we both again ^^

just only me





27/02/2010
me,raychel,pipi,yaty and azwin date today for doing our model
we going to meet at MCD at THE MALL
but yaty going back her hometown den fail to attend our discussion
okay fine
den just left me,raychel,pipi,azwin
me and babe going to take some photo together while waiting them
as i show at above
but just few photo we both are taking
nvm
we will take it many many next time yaa
lolxxx
time pass and pass
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me and raychel waiting them both for such a long time
finally they both still fail to coming too
haizz
then cancel our discussion today
postpon to next monday












next
im going to talk about me and my bii
i feel so sad at all today
din sleep for whole nite until now
crying whole day too for today
even crying now while taip this post
we going to date ytrd
and he also promise me early before will accompany me on fri,sat and sun
bt whole nite i waiting him ytrd
yaA
i knw he was reli busy for his work ytrd
and he promise me too will call and acc me after he manage finish his work
but
nope such thing happened
no even one call
no even one message
no inform me at all
then i waiting here alone whole nite
i crying here alone at here





today
i call u
but u dint accept my call for few times
fine
i knw u still busy
about 9 am++ i calling u
huh????
such the way u talk to me?
suddenly talk fiercely to me
izzit im offend u??
u never talk like that way to me b4
but today was the first time u talk that way to me
what was going on??
what had happened actually??
i also wanna knw the reason
i really get shock at all
stuck tat that moment
then im crying and fall sleep
after few minute i awake again
coz i reli cant sleep at all
2pm++
i calling u again
i wanna ask why u can talk in that way to me
but u seem like rushing something
like not so muchh time talk to me too
u just telling me u hv work today too
okay
i cant say anything
then i just simply ask u whether u still will accompany me today and tml
u tell me today sure will accompany me but will be late
coz u ad date other ppl
huh!!!
my mood straight going down after u telling me this all
my tears straight flowing out too

u can choose remember date other ppl
and 4get u had promise me will accompany me
u still remember what u had promise me???
u can just simply let me waiting u here without any inform
izzit u had think about my feeling??
izzit im still ur babe lao po??
izzit ur heart still hv me??
i really think many for today
i realize that something had change
but i not sure what is that
but one thing i can confirm
u really not like previous who i knw
suddenly a strange feeling coming out towars u
i dunno what im going to do now
i just knw im crying whole day
and just eating one bread only for today





im really tired and suffer at all
i really din hv so much of energy anymore
i feel like faint down
vomit just now too
it was really suffer
but u never knw about it
i need ur accompany
i need u be my side
i need u while im sad
i need u while im crying
i need u
i need u
but it will not happen

i hate the feeling of waiting at all
it was really tired on this feeling
but u always treat me like that way
i choose keep quiet
coz i really love you
coz i really treat our relationship seriously
i really dont want to get hurt anymore
i really cant bear for it anymore
just hope u still remember what u had promise me

im really TIRED and TIRED





__babyumiko__