♥ 07072010 ♥

yeahh

back to my blog here again
this post mayb will be a long post

recently keep and even lock myself in a emo state
why???
i dunno what happen on me
mayb my bii not around me
mayb feel stress on my study
mayb i miss something
especially miss my daddy
especially miss my mummy
especially miss my sis & bro[we all always 3pat and chit chat together]
especially my home
especially my bed
especially my lovely pooh toololxxx
miss about that all
so many thing i miss ohh!!!
but then all back to study life again
just a different now is in college life
so miss my form6 and secondary life
we all can gather together
we all can chat together
we all can play together
we all can hang out together
we all can go for movie together
we all can together and together
......so miss my previous study life
so miss all my friends

some of my secondary & form6 friend's:
lim ling
sin yee
bee yen
pei san
pei kee
swee ping
hui hui
apple
hui bee
sur yong
orange
pei yee
bong teah
siew khoon
ying min
ying ying
chun how
leong jiang
geng jie
kok wei
kian fat
kian ming
wee chong
jing lin
jie sin
kay chee
yeen cheng
xiao shih
wei wei
chee han
jin err
xiao yan
choon may
eng keong
and
..................
actually still have many others
i cant list down at here
some are continue their study
but then far
some are going for the job
anywherewish euu all yaa
keep contact with each other
miss euu all much here








talked back about my college life now
yup
having class everyday
wake up early morning everyday too
so tired nerhh
tutorial
assignment
mid term exam coming soon
then final exam will be going on early of september
lolxxxx
feel abit stress now
hope i can cover it all
then my classmate??
haha
a cute class
a nice class
all can 3pat together
all can play together too
especially
my babe raychel
pipie
azwin
yaty
we five always together
eat together
discussing together
even doing a model structure
we 5 oso grouped in together
wakaka
niceeee
hmm
hope we all can enjoy the study life now until graduated










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calculate it
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24 days i had been with my bii
in between
we had pass happy,sad and crying days
wat happen we both
as my babe said
mayb we lack of communication
coz we both are in sick state
sick keep come attack on us
haizzzz
all go away as fast as possible
dun come again from now on
going better now
coz sick we seldom contact each other
coz he busy on his work
we seldom contact each other too
sometime just chat awhile at FB inbox & chat box
next
my willfullness
my thinking
not understanding from me
i admit these all
but my bii still din say anything
he still always giving consession on me
i feel that im so bad now
my bii are right
i not understanding about him
but then why i will like this?
coz u din tell me everything
coz u din let me knw
then what can i do
i will just guess and waiting here
yaaa
even u telling me all the things
i oso cant help u in certain matter
but at least u need let me knw too yaa
im ur gf now
even cant help u
at least can giving u support
at least u are unhappy,we can share it together
not just u bear it alone at there
u knw??
when i knw u crying at that moment
i will be distressed too
i will follow u cry too
why??
coz i will blame myself
why im not bside u when u are not happy
why i cant even giving u support when u facing problem
i dont want u just bear all the things urself
i dont want u just crying urself
i dont want u just sad urself
i dont want u just facing all the problems urself
then why i will think muchh here
coz i scare i will lost u
coz i lack confident on our relationship
coz i scare i really scare about it
all coz i love euu bii

we both almost in argue state recently
mayb emo & bad mood disturb us
i knw u had something happen ad
when u telling me about that
im really stuck awhile at that moment
i dunno how to giving response to u
blame myself again
crying again
@-@

bii
we just share out all the things from now on
we just say out all the things from now on
okay???


i want to say to my bii at here
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
....................
sorry to my bii
hope u can forgive me
hope these all unhappy things will be pass soon
hope these all not will influence our relationship too
happy moment waiting us for the continuous days



bii
i love euu
i miss euu








__babyumiko__