actually this article I support to post at here ytrd
but line not so stable and I keep fail to post it up
0621
actually nothing special happened ytrd
as usual
I going college for my class
im attended for chemistry class at 8am
wowww
I feel so sleepy during that time
bcoz is too early le
we all still in sleepy condition
haha^^
thr was something happened on me and my bibi lao gong
yeahh
we just starting our relationship for few days only
ermmmmm
14/6/2010
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22/6/2010
thr was 9 days we had been together
happy that can be with my bibi lao gong
he will accompany everyday at fb chat box
even he is working
but then he still will take his time chat v me
it is whole day he accompany like that way
it was warm to me enuf
he never leave me alone
…………………
20/6/2010
we had date will be go out together and for a movie after that
but coz he was going to hospital to visit his friend
den he come late to meet me
it was quite long time im waiting him
okay fine
actually I have abit unhappy jor
but seem my bibi also rush come over here even late ad
den I also din say anything just let it be
after that he send me back for bath
den he just go to look for the time n buy ticket for movie
about 2 hrs more past
I still din get any inform from my bibi
I sms & call him
but din hv any reply
fine
11.30pm like this
I try to call my bibi again
I realize that thr was quite noisy
and I ask my bibi izzit whether get the ticket onot
he said NO
huh???
I was quite angry on that time
din get any ticket but I din get any inform form my bibi
he just let me wait at here like that way
okay
I feel tired and not so well for ytrd
den go for bed after that
I cant sleep I cant sleep
what happen on me
im also crying out on that time
coz im very not happy ytrd
and never get treat from guys like that way
im angry too
but ngth I can do
I just lay on bed
about 1am more
my hp ringing
yupp
is my bibi calling over
but im crying,unhappy and angry on that time so that I dun wan hear call from my bibi
a few minute passing
I get message from my bibi
he apologise to me
he explain all to me
he also tell me that he want to stop his work now
and find other work which has more time can accompany me
but I din bother what my bibi had say and still angry on him
den text some message to angry him
yeapp
I admit I have text something that make my bibi sad
den he also din reply me any msg
morning and whole day for ytrd
I text him many msg
I call so many times to my bibi too
but he din reply me any msg
he also din hear any call from me
im so worry about him
im so worry had something happened on him
crying again
about 4.15pm
I try to call my bibi again
He had hear my call this time
but his sound seem like hv abit different
I ask him what is going on and what happen
my bibi so quiet n dun wan ans me anything
I hv abit angry too
den I off the call
crying
fine
my bibi text me
he was crying for whole nite
he was sad for whole nite
he din sleep for whole nite
my bibi cry till no sound
den cant hear any call from me
ohhhh???
but I really dunno my msg will give my bibi so big reaction
when I knw the truth
im crying
what happen on me
from ytrd till today need cry how many times woww
I dunno
I just knw im sad
I just knw im so bad
I just knw I cant forgive myself
I just knw I will blame myself
I just knw I hate myself
coz I let my bibi sad
coz I let my bibi cry
all is coz of me my bibi just become like this
all is my fault
all is me
………………………..
bibi lao gong
sorry for everything
really sorry
I dunno my few that msg will let u like this
I knw wat bibi thking now ad
I knw my bibi really love me
I knw my bibi really care bout me
I knw my bibi cant lost me
bibi lao gong
I wanna say here
I love u much
I miss u much
I care about what u thk
I cant lost u too
bibi lao gong
through this all
we can relize that we cant lost each other
we love each other too
we just forget all the thing okay?????
bibi
u dun cry le ohh
I will heartache if u cry
I will follow u cry if u cry
I just want both of us can be happy together
bebe lao po always love my bibi lao gong
bebe lao po not will GIVE UP for our relationship
love u this sha bibi lao gong
__babyumiko__
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