''bad mOod''

2/7/09
talking bout ytrd
in bad mood condition
vry unhappy
vry down
vry sad too
........................................
many & many
haizzz
dunno why this all bad emotion keep follow me
omgggggggggggg


ytrd
argue v my him
dunno why suddenly we can argue til so serious
just bcoz of small matter only
i make him angry jorr
but i admit is my fault
bcoz of bad mood too
den my talking tone hv abit high
den he oso angry bout me daAa
when he ask me dun find him ad
my mood straight away getting down & down
dunno wat can i do at tat time
just like missing my direction
thk many
worry muchh
even my tears oso shed out
extremely confused my feeling & emotion at tat time
he treat me vry good
evetime just follow wat i wan n wat i need
vry sek sek me too
i admit all this
but ytrd he reli seem vry angry bout me
so tat i oso not dare 2find him after tat


next
sam & suk ming
ur both matter i not wil bother ad
not wil ask too
i dun wan knw oso wat condition ur both encounter
watever things happen also non relate 2me
break o even 2gether again oso non of my business
i not wil so poke one's nose into others' business ad
so silly ohh me b4
but start from now i wil not act such again
when ur gf suk ming hv problem
den she wil come n find me
we wil chat i wil b her audience
listen wat she say
when i knw it
den just wanna show concern 2both of u only
but u sam come n scold me n ask me dun bother their thing
fine
u dare 2say me like tat
treat me like tat
even b4 we r lover u oso never treat me like tat nite
friend oso never
dunno wat medicine u eat wrong tat nite
u say sorry 2me oso no use
call me oso same
i not wil received ur call too
coz i reli angry bout u til now
ur gf hv find me but i din bother her too
is ur both problem
non relate 2me
u wanna me attend ur birthday party
impossible
illusion
dream
only
dun wan see u dee
stil angry dee
even u request mant time ad
but answer is stil same
NOT WIL ATTEND


xing zai
bully me too b4
i knw u concern n care bout me
thx u
wanna say sorry 2u bout ytrd


eujo
muaii gor gor yaa
long long time we din chat ad
miss him dee
but he bz v his work recently
not happy v his work too
ohh....
dun thk muchh yaa
work always hv problem exist dee
he make me moody ytrd too
but nvm larr
forgive u this time
coz u oso worry ur work matter too
dun wan let u thk muchh jor



wilson
the only person tat accompany me ytrd
console me
and accompany me chat many too
thx u


act im vry worry bout study
dunno how 2face it
STPM
s reli getting hard and hard till i dunno how 2describe it
like hell
vry pek chekk when thk bout it
cant concentrate on it
keep thking other things only
CANT
CANT
CANT
CANT BE LIKE THIS
i must try n concentrate toward it
if not sure i wil meet with disaster
gambateh yaa sha gua bao beii


miss bao bei





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