how much I would like to find a dark and lonely place
crying enough
thinking enough
lolxxxxx
wat a mess today
so terrible today
is a super bad day of today
haizzzzzzzzzzz
feel so hard to breath and gasp



muet exam today
finish my reading,writing and listening test today too
stil left speaking test on 5/5/09
huhhh??
stil left 10 days only
chamm le lurr
can go bump into the wall already
really feel so sad when thinking back
really really wanna cry out now
my muet yaa
dunno can get band3 onot
but den i can sure tat i fail my muet exam for this time already

first test today
reading
before we stil put the hope in this reading test
hope can get more mark on this test
and push the mark more high
but...........................
nope hope anymore
so hard to understand the text
many deeply vocabulary

second test
writing
lolxxxxxx
this test more cham
dunno wat the title wanna talking about
''INFORMATION AND COMMUNICATION TECHNOLOGY''
so blur when get this title
i think that i write out of this title already
nope hope for this test again

third test
listening
more cham on this test
cant get any answer
the lousy radio
even the examiner open it until maximum voice
but i stil cant hear it
when the answer coming already
then suddenly the beside class move their table n chair
the answer gone jor
secong listening on same test
same situation happen again
answer coming
door panggg this sound
lorry sound
machine sound
angry de lorr
even this situation happen
but the examiner stil let the radio going on
really unfair for all of us
finally the answer is chaotic
hope gone again and again


forth test
speaking
hmm...
this test nope hope also le
10 days left
just me alone going on that day
my friend all are different day with me
how come??
no idea le
that stupid MPM separate us like this
hope this test wil getting easier
hope hope hope
God bless me



bad mood today
muet exam today really make my mood getting down and down
very worry about it
no mood to eat my dinner too
even my friend keep amuse me
but my mood stil not change in good